When u left,i lost a part of me....

New Year,Same Old Shit... ;p

2011-01-11T13:36:00.003+08:00

I am so damn lazy to blog yes i am:)

Its been like almost a year since i last blog...my god!My doter is also turning 1 in 2 days time...

im so excited..She is a truly bundle of joy for me n zul..

Im so so glad i made the decision to keep her...THANK GOD :))

To summarise...Amyra noes how to walk now:)She has grown 6 teeth :))and she is simply adorable...to me at least :)))

My harts melt everytime i look at her...She wuld clap to tepuk amai2 n happy bday songs...and she would grin everytime she look at me...typing this about her bring a smile to my face...

She is truly a GODsend to me...i cant possibly live without her now:)

To mark her first year in this world,we are making her bday party at the chalet :)Just a small gathering between frens,family.....Not that too grand (cant afford it...hahaha)It will be on this 22 nd Jan ...

Hopefully all goes well...and i am rajin,i will blog about it,if not then just go my fb and look at the pixs lah can?:))

Im turning 33 this year...omg...im old huh....7 years more to 40...*GULP*

Time surely past god damn bloody fast:((((

Makes me wonder where have my younger days gone to...

Life for me is ok ok only...not much i can say for myself n zul...our marriage life is like the tides...got up n downs...more downs but i guess thats the norm :)

Werk...hmmmm...im werking in a music school in siglap now...been here for 7 mths already...again,how time flies...The werk is great...i get to meet ppl from all walks of life (mostly rich peeps!)The only downset thing about werking here is that the werking hours are at ungodly time...i basically werk from 11.30 to 8.30 and mind u this is in siglap n i am staying in bukit panjang...Go figure!

Been wanting to quit...just waiting for the rite opportunity:)

Oh ya,my bro is getting married this coming dec....thats like 11 more mths to go :)

and i heard that my bestie kmie is getting married next year in dec...hopefully yah kmie...

I miss her...but werk,family n commitments make it hard for us to mit at times :(

but i do hope u can make it to the chalet k my kmie :)

My beb haf a new bf now...and from what i noe,she is happi with him...beb,this year resolution...stick with him till forever??hehehehhe

My sis,jess is preggers...6 mth now...and she is like forever sick...she shuld reli reli take care of herself...must think about baby sis!

ok i got nothing more to blog now...will do it again like i dunno when..hah!!!

oh my resolution this year?

i wanna able to play a bit of piano...macam best gitu tgk org main piano...

and to become a good mummy n to spend more time with my frens...i need some social life at time yo!

ok gtg :)

Life in 2010

2010-03-24T07:36:00.005+08:00

The cute Pooh dress by Mama Kmie :)

Amyra after bath... :)

ALOHA!!!!!!!!!!!!

heheh..its been like 3 mths plus since i blog...i noe kmie u been pestering me to update my dead blog so here i am...

So as u all noe,i have given birth rite??DUH!!hehehe

Gave birth to a cute baby gerl...Siti Zulaiqha Amyra..She weighs 3.605kg at birth...It was tough i tell u...giving birth i mean... :) but its all worth it when i saw her for the first time...me n zul cried,amazed at GOD's creation...

She is now 2mths and 11 days...This lil gerl never fails to amazed me...with all her lil antics..She have learned to smile n laugh at onli 1 mth plus...and now at 2mths 11 days,she have learn how to do crunches..hahahah..i mean she have already wanting to lift up her head whenever we lay her down on her pillow...she acts as if she is big enuf to do so...oh,she is more noisier nowadays...always laughing and smiling and coo-ing...and every single time she did all those,im falling more n more in love with her ;p

Thats the good side of her...the not so good part is she refused to be bottle fed..at all...changed her formula twice...bot her i think 6 type of bottle..name it any available bottle on the market,cheap or expensive,i have already bot...she still refuse to be fed thru bottle...im having a BIG headache lah...dunno how is she gonna cope when i resume werk in may... :(

Sumtime it takes 1 hour plus of war with the bottle in her mouth before she goes silence n keep the teats in her mouth...like that also she never suck the teats..she will just let the milk flow out of her mouth...so u see,she is smart...Dia ni cumer nak susu tetek aje...hahahah

But having her in my life make me more grounded...makes me more matured...i like the feeling of becoming a mum.. :)

Other than that,my life is going rather smoothly for me....me n zul is doing good nowadays...there are times when i feel like strangling him coz of his attitude but i get the hang of it...He has a stable job now...and that is a big relief for me...phew....soon i be able to pay all my debts (u noe who u are)

Now im staying at my elder bro place...its at Fajar..nice place,nice ppl....i feel at ease here but no matter what,nothing beats the feeling of staying in ur own place...im werking towards it..hope that i will get my own place soon... :)

I miss my other life...i mean life beside of taking care baby and become a full time housewife... :(

i miss my frens...i miss ila...i miss the times when we hang out when i was single..i miss kmie..its been so long since i met her...i miss the times we had at snv lab kmie...i miss the roti prata u bot me every morning..i miss the movies we watched every lunch time...i miss the gossips we had everyday...in fact i miss u lah.... :(

and its sad to noe that i wun be going back to kewalram after my maternity leave... :(

that makes me wanna resign u noe...not becoz of the fact i have to go comtech but the fact that i wun be happi going to werk...Jack once said if u dun feel like gg to werk every morning then u better quit...its not worth it...

so kmie,u see,i dunno what to do when i go back to work in may...i might tender...find a new job...we'll see how lah,im still undecisive...

Kmie,thanks for uploading Amyra's video...cute rite?i hope u like it... :)and i have took her latest pic wearing the POOH bear dress that u bot her...check it out on top...dunno whats wrong with blogger...i cant drag the pic below.. :(

I gtg now...Amyra is calling out for me...Her Tank susu...heheh :)

Not a baby elephant but a mother elephant!!

2009-12-30T10:13:00.002+08:00

Ok people...i am no longer feeling like a baby elephant...I am offically a

MOTHER OF ELEPHANT...

I gain 18 K-I-L-O-G-R-A-M altogether during my pregnancy....

i repeat 18 K-I-L-O-G-R-A-M!!!!!!!

OMFG!Tell me how am i suppose to shed that 18 K-I-L-O-G-R-A-M???On top of the weight that is on me before i got pregnant??*sob*sob*sob*

Pregnancy maybe a wonderful experience but the aftermath of the pregnancy on ur body is not FUN at all....I was bitching about this to everyone who wanted to listen...To hub,to kmie,to mum.....I noe its good that im gaining weight during this period but

18 K-I-L-O-G-R-A-M?

hmmmmmm....By hook or by crook,i gotta loose sum weight after giving birth..Haf to...haf to...

In the meantime,i have been feeling pain in the pelvic area....

Not long now...Not long now.....

*G-U-L-P*

2009-12-28T15:36:00.005+08:00

Gosh...Nowadays,im feeling like one Baby Elephant...my god...Its so tough to do just about anything...And yes,that includes walking too...Even sleeping at nite,i find it such a hassle...whats with im NEVER comfy with any position i sleep on,waking up a million times to pee...and on top of that,its very tiring/tough/hard to get up after lying down on the bed...

So last weekend was spent at my mum house...cleaning up or shall i say spring clean my bro room to throw out whatever my mum n bro do not need(which is basically 90% of the items in the house) U see the reason is becoz my mum n bro is moving out from Taman Jurong soon...real soon...We are selling the house away....All of us(mum,bro,me,hubby) will be staying at Bukit Panjang wef 10/01/2010...We will be putting up at my elder bro house till me or Sid gets a new house... This weekend we as in the whole family will be spending the 1st day of the year 2010 spring cleaning the rest of the house... So back to me spending the weekend over my mum's....Since we have thrown the bed,me,hub,bro slept on the floor for the 2 nites im there...OMG i tell u,i SUFFER so bad that i cried...Sleeping on the floor even with the comforter is a BIG NO-NO...My back is crying for mercy.... *sob* I have been having super bad backache since last week...Especially in the morning when its time to rise for werk...Only GOD noes...

Buttttttttttttt as much as im bitching about my situation,im telling u,its all WORTH the pain,the suffering,the hardship that i went thru for the past 9 mths....The date is nearing...GOD,i cant wait...Me n hub got most of the lil gerl items ready except for a few more items left...We are like always talking about her soon to be arrival lah...(errr...its my hub that is more excited than me actually)Im more nervous about the actual day...u noe,the contraction,the labour pain etc etc....but i have prepare mentally prepare myself for the day so pray for me ok when the time comes that i will be able to go thru it smoothly.... ::)

So its the end of the year once again....Xmas have passed and now everybody is waiting for the New year...This year,i never get to roam Orchard Road to see the lighs coz of my condition neither do i get to enjoy New Year's celebration too....Well,there is always next year tho....:) So this year xmas,i got 2 gifts...One the annual gift from ANN...She gave me this earring holder...

Earring holder by ANN

its so nice plus its in black plus,i have been looking for it for quite sumtime now...Luv it...

Next gift was a suprise actually.....Didnt expect KMIE to buy me any...But she gave me my gift this morning....Its a beautiful/Unique/Special/Sexy/Obscene Coffee cup that i absolutely lurrrvvveeeee.....

The front view of the Coffee cup

Side view of the cup

I adore it so much that i cant help but to touch the 'Half ball' all the time....Plus i use the cup immediately after opening up the packaging.... Thanks my Dear kmie...Did i mention i lurvvvvvvvvvvvve it???hehehhe.....

Ok,so i hope to update again soon since its not long now till the day i 'POP'

21 DAYS TO BE EXACT *gulp*

Ok im gonna faint now...

Take care peeps

Tick...tick...tick...boomz!

2009-12-03T14:31:00.002+08:00

Ok seriously im tired...werk not that much tho i have a Korean tester today to guide but Kym seems to be doing well on her own...

Im just plain tired nowadays even if i have nothing to do....To make it worse,my back ache like nobody business now...Its hard to sleep nowadays...Yesterday especially...My gerl keep moving n kicking,i swear i tot im going to give birth last nite...As a result,i cant get to sleep tho im super tired from all the running and rushing to complete n rush against time yesterday at IMM..

Me n Kmie went to IMM yesterday coz i have to get sum stuff to do the Deco for this coming Sun...In case u dunno,this sun is my bro Engagement day.....and i will be contributing 2 dulang hantaran of manisan for him....And so we are supposed to meet Su there as well coz she is also getting sum stuff to do her Deco for Sid too....We reached there about 6.35 and was suprised wen Su msg me at 6.50 telling me that she have already arrived...

So our first stop was to Giant to get the candies...Then to Daisho to get sum items to accomodate those sweet stuff,then to Secret Recepi to order Sid's cake and hopefully there is sum time left for us to buy sum finger food...

So from 6.50 till 8.45,we managed to get everything done....but i tell u,it ws a rush against time...Its fun but tiring (for me that is) from all the rushing from one place to another....hahahaha...Even Su who wanted to buy a dress also have no time to browse thru them...

All in all,we managed to get everything we wanted to buy...phew,thank god...

And i wuld like to thank kmie for accompanying me yesterday...and giving me sum ideas on the alternative deco that i wanted to do...Oh ya,thanks for attending to me n to carry the heavy bag of giant semalam kmie...hehehe....

Talking about her,whenever i think about the feud she has with that certain F****** Romeo n *** *** Juliet,i wanted to laugh....I ever ask her what is she so mad about when to begin off,this all has nothing to do with her...and she said she just dun like that F****** Romeo ways of doing things(LYING,TWISTING HIS WORDS AROUND,AGGRAVATE PPL ANGER,ACTING LIKE THE INNOCENT ONE WHEN HE IS TRULY THE ONE WHO IS AT FAULT,BLAMING OTHERS FOR WHAT HAPPEN TO HIM,2-FACE MOFO,SHOWOFF,TALKING THAT DOESNT MAKE SENSE AND A LOT LOT MORE.....)And most importantly,i am her fren....her kiki...and she been my side all thru the ordeal between that F****** Romeo and she noes he is too much!!So that sparks her anger n thus her blog post....(nasty i must say)

Aniwae,the world is peaceful now...Now i can concentrate on more IMPORTANT things...

For nw in the very near future,im looking foward to

1- Going to Kiddy Palace after werk with Hub to buy the Basic essential for my baby gerl... :)

2 - Continue watching fringe during lunch time tommorow...

3 - For sat to come so that i can proceed with the Deco for sun...

4 - Sun to come so that i can witness a new step in my bro's life....oh,it onli means goodies to bring back,good food to eat n can camwhore n finally post sum new pic on my blog... :)

5 - Next mon to come coz im meeting My beb!!See if go cut hair or mit for dinner....cant wait...so many thing to tok about

6 - New units coming in means more work,more money in SNV and get to meet my native testers that i miss a lot... :)

Ok other than that,life is going on as per normal...Peacefully now i hope...

Btw,the time is nearing...OMG...onli left like a mth plus to go...

Oh ppl wish me well ok...to those who have been having bad wishes for me,screw u ok...U guys are not GOD...so yah...

And pls remember this ah eh pompan,aku tak buat ceriter pun bagaimaner dia buat....and oh now i noe why i come to hate u or his exes....Its all becoz of the stories he been telling me n everybody about u n the rest of his exes....Oh well...u trust him u trust GOD kan so no point in me saying anithing...Dia kan umpama kau nya GOD....

WATEVER AH...

I i were u,anyone were to mencemar kan maruah DIRI aku sebegitu,aku akan go far far away...unlike u who makin u noe what he have been doing to u,makin kau melekat macam glue...agaknya,kau ni **** ***A* and he is no doubt a **** ****I*

Suka ati kau lah k....

*Hapi tots,Hapi tots!!*

Ok thats it for now...Like u all noe,im tired yet again...hahhahha...ADIOUS!!

2009-12-01T16:54:00.002+08:00

Kau tak yah nak ugut2 aku ah okie...Now aku akan bilang org sendiri k wat happen...

So what aku ada affair ngan kau dulu?Back in 2007 biler kau terhegeh2 sgt nak kan aku....When i was lonely,kau give me attention that i lack...ape aje suruhan aku kau turutkan....Kau senang cakap dah macam Socai aku ah...even when im in Bedok,kau willingly amek aku regardless of what time is it...and kau tak peduli,macam maner sekejap pun kau rela nak jumper aku...U confess ur undying love to me....

Yes aku tulis notes to u...aku admit it tapi aku wouldnt call it betrayal.....Aku pilih Zul...so what?

He is fated to be mine...And at that time,the whole time,aku bukan gf kau....U make me feel special but u are not my bf for goodness sake...

Garf was...Even dia pun aku left coz i wanna be with zul...And terang2 dpn kau when zul confront aku to choose,aku choose Zul instead of u.....Kau cakap sua tapi rupanya kau dendam...

Romie...romie..

Even if kau nak cakap aku betray kau,then what about the things u did to ur ex gf?to ur current gf?And kalau benar aku nak atau serious about u that time,aku takan melayan Safarin kan....Pls ah get real...those notes are jus words...To me what we did last time was a fling...i was lonely...so what?We were close n so called best fren at that time n i was so called fragile that i had a fling with u....But hey it was never serious ah romie...NEVER EVER...

U were my fren rite thru...thats all u were to me...So pls lah eh....stop it about the betrayal....Kalau nak cakap sal betrayal,kau lagi teruk betray ur ex gf n ur current gf more than me....Yg kau kasi harapan pat CACA tu kau tak kira?sampai dia jatuh cinta pat kau then u left her after that?thats not called betrayal towards ima?U were with her already at that time n all along kau dah antar dia alik u go and betray her with CACA....Deny sepuas hati kau ah k....I noe u love to do that....

Aniwae,my point is...and the moral of the story is...SO WHAT IF WE HAD A FLING IN THE PAST...?????If onli lah eh i can turn back the clock,i wuldnt even think about it...If u reli wanna noe,it wasnt even good at all...not even a bit...Off all the ppl i had flings with thru my entire life,u must be the worse one i ever have.....Swear to GOD...

Call me cheap lah ok but u are more cheaper than me....And pls,cheap tu cheap ah tapi kebersihan nak kena jaga jugak...u need to be hygenic BOY...LOL....

U noe what u did behind ima back...Dia tak nak percaya aku dia nya pasal lah k...but what u did behind her is terrible ah romie....Kalau bf aku buat gitu,dah lama aku tggal kan dia....coz u are not worth it at all....

So there goes the secret....

U noe what,ni aru betul...tak takut bukan cam kau,twist around ur word here n there takut Ima or ppl noe ur reli true colour.....

So to my frens,if u nak look down on me just becoz of a fling i had with him like almost 3 years back now,go ahead k...but if u dun,i thank u...Coz again i like to emphasize....Its no big deal....Im not even a good gerl to start off with....

An eye for an eye...

2009-11-26T12:51:00.003+08:00

Aku sumpah,kau takan selamat kerana memakai benda aku....If reli that thing belongs to me,then kau tak akan senang hingga biler2 pun....Remember,kalau kiter pakai benda org tanpa izin,hidup kiter tak akan senang....and since kau belajar ugama or sesiapa yg 'dekat' ngan kau belajar ugama,then u shuld noe kalau betul lah benda itu kepunyaan aku,hidup kau mmg takan senang....Kalau benda tu bukan aku yg punya and kau sajer je nak buat ceriter nak cari kemarahan aku dan cari perhatian murahan seperti maner kau cari selama nie then i got nothing to say...well,ur life story is an open book....Who doesnt noes that....hahhahahaha...Cheap attention seeker...Amek kau ubat!!!ha!ha!ha!aniwae,like what beb say, PERANGAI MACAM BUDAK2 SIAK!!!!HAHAHAHHAHHAHA

Aniwae,i also have sumting that belong to sumone that i have been keeping since this year....Cant show it off...too bad rite...I wuld love to show it to hmmm....let say sumone's _ _ _ _ _ _ .........

Like i say lah ure beginning to provoke me...Dun let me go overboard alrite.....If u do,i dun care how u gonna tarnished my name or memalukan aku...I will make sure u die!!!!!U will lost every thing,i mean EVERYTHING!!!!!Wanna try me?

Oh looking at u,it reminds me of the time when i first saw u....tak senonoh u noe...tapi then again,beauty lies in the eye of the beholders(THIS PARTICULIAR SUMONE EYES ONLI AH THAT IS)...hahhahahahahhaha.....

On an another note,between me n another sis of mine are now fine n dandy...We have worked out the misunderstanding....Sis,i wanna u to noe that no matter wat,u are still my sis...regardless of what happen between u n her..Im always here for u....We will meet soon k sis...U noe i noe lah k about what....*winks*

Cant wait,cant wait......

Ok,so to my beb,our date on the 7th dec is ON ok...but i hope u can make it this 6th dec too....Kau ni tak baik tau kasi aku alasan setelah penat aku jelaskan what's up this 6th dec...

Cummon beb,kata rindu aku kan????So try to make it k this 6th dec...pls pretty pls.... ?????hehehhe....cayang kau memany beb...

Not reli looking foward to the next week...im gonna be so damn busy....Whats with Kym coming to do the korean units....have to prepare the stuff for 6th dec..(.tht onli means trips to Daisho)..heheh and then toughing myself for the ordeal on the 6th dec....Haiz...as much as im looking foward to it,i dun reli wanna go thru it coz 3 of my public enemy will be there....Beb,again,i hope u can make it ah...I need you as my shield...(cehhh...macam paham aje aku nie)

The onli thing that im looking foward to next week is movie lunch with My partner in crime,kmie!!!Jgn luper ah kmie...we still got the Zombie movie n Case 39 to watch....(Btw,we have already completed watching Paranormal Activity & 2012 tau)....Thanks to u kmie.... :) i sayang u...heheheh....

Ok now back to Esaki...werk,werk,werk!!!

Oh,Selamat Hari Raya Haji to everyone except for u n u!!!!!!muahahahhahahhaha!!!!!!

pssssttttt....

2009-11-24T14:05:00.002+08:00

Now all is order...Its time to kick back my shoes,relax n enjoy the show...Lets see who is more formidable....

Dun step my head anihow ok...Patience has its limit....Dun think u can tell any tom,dick or harry about this...and u think i dunno????Two can play the game lah...u wanna try me,bring it on!!!!!

We'll see who get scalded in the process....

Muahahhahahahhahahahhahahahahhahahah

*Oh,btw,ni bukan utk kau so if kau tgh kepo2 reading my blog,tlg lah jgn terasa*

On a lighter note,i have always realise u do have a fuck face but this time ur face is super the super fuck face.....hahhahhaha.....

On another light note,im missing my BEB.....beb,wat happen to u??i nid to noe what happen that day...since the last time tu aku heard from u....Kau buat bodoh ngan aku eh?inikah balas dendam??heheheh....Come on,u noe no matter what happen pun,the end result i wuld still love u....

Aniwae,i call him up yesterday to ask about certain things...I realise that we have distanced so much that i feel like im talking to a stranger.....Well,i guess ppl move on...

And today i saw sumting strange....Sumone that i knew that hates this sumone are now besties...haiz....

Sad to see tat..Whatever it is,i have no issues with this person...We always have a good rapport as frens but too bad she is not on the same wavelenght as me animore...Nonetherless,i still do consider her as my fren still....

Macam maner pun,i wun blame her for taking sides...not when ppl show their muka dua posen dorang kan...so yah....She have this reputation of being the gentle one so naturally she dah termakan ngan the oh-im-so-pitiful story........

Work is damn piling...i have only completed like half of it...No mood to werk ah...Kmie not around...She is still on leave till tommorow....Cant wait to hear all stories from her tommorow...Miss u lah kmie..If u here we quarrel,if u not here,i feel bored.....

OMG,im sounding like my hubby already....He got this attitude...If im not beside him,he wuld call me to come home asap but when im beside him,he love to find faults with me and quarell...Oh,quarelling is our fav hobby btw....nothing serious lah...just the harmless one...

Talking about hubby,we are doing well now....He loves his baby like so much,...more than me in fact....Good in a way but its just that all he can talk about is his baby and nothing else....and usually,thats what trigger the quarell...coz i got a bit tiny weeny jealous...hahhahahahahhahaha...

Oh my...this post is so random....

Ok,i'll better stop now...gonna continue with my werk...

Au Revoir peeps!!

coz of u.....

2009-11-19T11:37:00.003+08:00

Beb,this is for u...im doing all this for u...

As for u,dun think im doing this for u....

I can do much more worse than just spilling a few beans...

U JOLLY WELL NOE THAT....

By me not going all the way goes to show i DO have a heart alrite!!!So do not,i tell u do not cross the line...

Like i say in my previous post,i am preg and i pray to GOD my dother do not look like u or her and i do pray too that i do not go beyond the line as to reli go all out coz i believe if u destroy me,i will destroy u all the same...in fact i can do much more damage...

But like i say lah im preg,i do not want anything to happen to my baby if i were to go all out...

So beb,i am listening to u...

U know the whole truth...

To u,like seriously i do not want to have anything to do with u or her any anymore...Pls get out of my life like how i will do to your life..

But i swear to GOD,if u do not stop,i will not stop...

So help me GOD....

almost dead blog.....

2009-11-03T16:11:00.006+08:00

Today is the 3rd of Nov 2009...So that means i havent been blogging for like 2 mths onli?heheh

I've been busy + lazy as well...So many things to write,so many stories to tell but too lazy to update....

Ok lets see....I missed blogging about Kmie's bday...oh yeah kmie,all of us at MGD/HiSoft held a big bdae dinner for her at sakura sumore u know...hehehe

Oh the other big thing that happen in Oct was all of us here at Kewalram is no longer with MGD wef Oct 1..We are all being recruited by HiSoft tho....thanks to our MGD big boss,James.

(me n kmie with the Big boss james)

(We all miss anu now that she is no longer with ELS)

He gave us a farewell party at Sakura as wel as a 'big' ang pow as a way of saying thank you to all of us for working hard for him all this while....(to which i gave hubby a treat @swensens at BPP)

(Hubby @swensen)

It was a very sad gathering...but for everything that start must have an ending..... :(

2nd Major thing thats happening in my life right now is involving my mum.... :( She was admitted yet again,this time its her toe that is causing the prob...One thing bout my mum is that she is so damn stubborn she will wait till there is no way out then she will go n see a doc...so to make the story short,that little toe of hers have already been kena cut off...and as i am blogging this rite now,she is still awaiting for another OP which is called the skin graft...the purpose is to seal up the hole they make to let excess fluid in her leg flow out...so they are gonna take the skin on her thigh n use it to seal her open wound.As of today,she have been in NUH for almost 3 weeks and she is not liking it a bit....she is damn tired of just lying down doing nothing....heheheh....I try to visit her on alternate days coz u see lah my condition how kan...Oh,side track...I have already reached my 7 mths stage!!!!OMG,2 more mths left *GULP!!!!*

Aniwae,i hope my mum will recover fast and i seriously hope that she will take extra2 care of her food intake n take her meds regularly from now on...

What else?hmmmm....Oh,last sat i had a big date with hubby...

(The date after dunno how longgggggg)

Its been a longgggggggggggggg time since we went out on a date...when i say long,i mean very2 long....Backtrack even before the 'big drama ' that we had before we got married so that makes it like a year ++?When i say date, i mean the whole works...Movie,dinner,stroll and then supper....that kind of thing ah...and feeling like the first time we both fall in love that kind of thing??got the drift?Good!

It was super nice...After what hell we been thru ever since the 'Big Drama',this is the first time we reli get to spend quality time together,just the two of us...

So for the date,we went to Iluma to watch the Saw 6 coz zul wanted to watch it so much...Oh my,its damn gory and bloody....but the story have a nice twist to it...We also went to Auntie Linda's for dinner...The food is still the same,delicious as ever and cheap like before...We had the Grouper sweet n spicy,tom yam,kangkong belacan and two plate of rice and it onli cost us $25 dollar...Nice!Oh,i had the belgian waffles + Choco Dip for dessert after that...halfway thru then remember to snap a pic..

(hubby eating the delicous spicy tom yam soup)

(The yummylicious crispy tender sweet n spicy grouper fish)

(The entire meal for the day )

(The kangkong belacan)

(The belgian waffle + choco dip)

After movie,we just walk to Bugis Junction and saw that there are a few 'ghosts' roaming around..with makeup,clothes,the whole works ah for halloween of coz.......I took a pic with a pontianak...very scary ah...coz she was holding a baby pocong.....Zul took with sum other 'ghost' as well... :)

(Hubby with 2 ghost)

(Me with the pontianak wif her baby pocong)

We bump into Jess n bf there too...It was a pleasant suprise sis...i miss u too pls noe that...

Aniwae,after that we took a cab and head to NUH to pay my mum a visit and to meet up with Sid for our supper...Took our leave at around 10pm to fetch su at Centrepoint then head to west coast for our MCDONALD supper....Reached home around 1 am...

Overall i had a nice nice day spent with hubby....It shows in the smile i was still having when i slept peacefully in his arms that nite... ;))

For now,i am happy...i seriously hope he will remain this way...its tues today and he is currently remaining the same...

-Thank God-

One year wiser...+ missing her feline companion

2009-09-17T13:53:00.012+08:00

So im 31yrs old as of 14 of sep....Age is just number...hahhahaha...Who am i kidding sia?

I am getting older siak...can feel like 31 n look like 31 + too....hahah...Pls say i do not look like 31...pls ppl pls...hahaha

This year is the most not special year for me....my own husband didnt even remember it...He only realise its my bday when the first bday wish came thru...and i was asleep by then...Woke me up,say sorry for forgetting,wish me hapi bday n he let go back to slip...hahhaha

Thnks to My beb,Yat,Sheha,Shellen,Shukor,Harthrob,Romie,Ima and whoever that i miss out for wishing me HAPPY BIRTHDAY....hehehehe...Luv u guys

And not forgetting to kmie...She is the onli one who actually gave me sumting for mine bday this year...hehehhe...But its a belated one that is...The next day,she bot a small cake n a very cute card for me...Thnks kmie...I appreciate it....

Besides that,i didnt even have a celebration at all...hehe...onli went to imm and geylang bazaar with mum,zul n sid after werk...(btw,mum n sid also didnt remember my bday)..Mom bot a dining table,sum glassware,sum groceries at giant imm and a carpet at geylang bazaar...Reached home at about 11plus and thats about wrap up the day for me....

Bdae card from kmie

My bdae cake for this year

Hari raya is like 3 days from now....im going home tommorow nite to mums house to help my bro spring clean....Its like a tradition every year for us...so this year is no diff...

Ever since i moved out of my mum house,im missing my cats more than ever....I practically grew up with cats my whole life so being away or being in a place where they don keep pets makes me feel weird...Every time when i went back to visit mum,i feel so happi coz i get to see them....Sad that blacky is not around but the rest took the sadness away....Mum is left with 4 cats now....3 of which belongs to baby lily....They have grown up pretty fast...They are 1 this year...U can see below to see how grown up they are....hehehe...

ok im sleepy now...going to nap a while...ZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZ...

This is Bushy when she is just a lil kitten

Bushy all grown up...One year old...noty gerl...very noty gerl

cute lil manja as a kitten

One year old manja....look at his face...pity-face...

lil abg as a kitten

grown up abg....not cute nimore...

Bye Peeps!

All tumbling down...

2009-09-04T14:18:00.004+08:00

Just when i tot that everything is finally going my way,its all tumbling down again...

I am super,mighty,utterly dissapointed by what happen...

My hart is still mending n now it broken again...

I truly dunno what am i supposed to do now..

Once again im lost n despair....

All im askin now is pls GOD,make me strong to endure this period...

I will see the rainbow after the rain...i noe i will n i noe that one dae i will be strong again

Just not now...

Rite now,all i want is to find a hole n bury myself in it....

n cry my hart out...until i can face the world again...

Pls GOD,make me strong for the lil one...thats all im asking...

Siti NurNadia Ameera

2009-09-01T16:26:00.004+08:00

Say hello to my baby gerl... :)

I thank GOD for her..

To think that i almost lost her once...

After those months of dramas'

Im sure glad she's here to stay..

Cnt help smiling since yesterday...

I noe now no matter what shit im facing with him,i always have her to make me smile back...

To make me look foward to my future...

Luv u peeps!!

I shall see u again soon my love..

New Beginning,,, :)

2009-08-31T11:34:00.002+08:00

Today is the first time im gonna see the little one... :)

Cant wait...

Wish me luck peeps!!!

Mundane life....

2009-08-28T13:12:00.004+08:00

So everyting is fine here at werk...there is no more war n all things ends well...Thank god for that... :)

Life at home remains the same for me...i head home every day,cook,eat,watch tv,clean up n go to sleep...

Everyday is the same routine for me... :)But i guess thats what married life is all about... lol

Only yesterday i had a chance to go bazaar geylang wit the whole of my sis in law pham,zul's 'best friend' Maya,zul,my bro and su...Intially wanted to go west coast for break fast but was later change to Geylang due to sum unforeseen circumstances....Oh,ila was supposed tto come along for the break fast but i was told by her tat she have already eaten :(

Unlucky for all of us,by the time we make our way to Haig Road at 9plus,there were only a few stalls that are open...the satay stall that i am looking foward to eat at was already closed...what a bummer sia..

Aniwae,me n zul decided not to eat at the hawker cntre n buy sumting to eat from the food bazaar along the road...So we bot burger ramly(from this tomboy stall..she makes the best ramly burger..),sum apam balik n vadai there...all are very2 nice...We headed home soon after...Didnt even walked around to see2 look2 at the bazaar...not the time yet lah ;p

Reached home around 11.45,shower and sleep soon after...

Before saying goodnite,we had a talk about whats bothering us this few days n u said u gonna make things better and change for good but u noe what,noeing u for so long,i kinda doubt it but hey,im leaving eveything to fate now...Ape nak jadi,jadi lah...

So on a brighter note,i be seeing my mum tommorow n be breaking fast at my old home...Yahoo...

Fyi,i try to escape every weekend back to my old home so that i can be free from stress at my current home..and just basking in my mum attention...Ahhhh...heaven..i love my mum lots btw...PSSSST.... i realise that no one love me as much as my mum...in this whole wide world..So mum,u are the best of the bestest for me...Muakssss...hehehe

Moving on,i am missing quite a few ppl..Cant see them as much as i want now that im married...*shucks*

Yat n sheha - I promise u guys,i will make one thursday evening free for u guys ok...We will mit to break fast together..

Beb - Im sory u didnt go yesterday but we will mit up soon ok...without the boys...(maybe my bro aje lah the boy coz he will be fetching me home after the mit up per....)hhehehe...Luv Ya beb

Sue - Nanti kak ct mit ila,i will mit u again too ok...

Jajai - I miss u also u noe...been reading bout ur life too...so glad to see u have found happiness in azmi...u take good care ok darling...

Romie - Hmmmmm...nothing to say to u..hahahahhaha

Jess,bie,cmah(My tcc gals) - I miss u guys memany seh...i reli hope we can have a mit up before january (if u noe what i mean)...

Shellen - I miss ur crappiness lah....e.g - Ur MJ craze...hahhaha...hope to see u back here soon ok....and hope u are having fun rotting at home n enjoying urself like there is no tommorow now that ur IAP have ended...LOL

Fuzie - Its reli hard to make a date with u lah...but if u are reading this,come on lets mit up lah..U are always forever busy one...hmpf!

There are many2 more ppl that i miss lah..Lazy to mention onli...hehehe

Btw kmie,have a nice weekend ok...ingat,sabar ngan mak u too...dia kan sakit...hheheheheh...Jadi anak yang baik...hahahha

Ok,im crapping now..hehe...ok bye peeps!Got tester lah today..heheh

Luv you peeps!!

MGD war

2009-08-14T14:39:00.002+08:00

There is a cold n hot war over here in MGD....

Im afraid that sumone will get hurt...not physically lah....

Both are my frens...I reli dun wanna to see them quarell till this bad...

I do hope sumhow things will get better tho i doubt so...HAIZ......double haiz....triple haiz....

We'll see whats the outcome then ...

Marriage is not a bed of roses(at least not for me)

2009-08-14T12:13:00.004+08:00

Selamat Pengantin Baru to me.....Moga2 berkekalan sehingga ke akhir hayat... NOT!!!!!!

U guys must be wondering y i did not post anyting about my wedding rite since it is one of the happiest event in a woman's life?

Well,its simple.....I am not married to sumone who is loving me wholeheartedly.. :( Sad i noe...Imagine how i feel.....

But im taking everything in stride...as normally as i did n just hang on for the rocky road ahead...

No one not even myself culd imagine that it wuld turn out this way but i have to do what i did...

All for love u mite say???WRONG!!

Love yes but not love towards him thats for sure...those close to me wuld noe what i mean....

I am like a slave there...Cook,clean,wash clothes,ironing n at nite ***....

So if anyone ask me if marriage life for ME is fun,i wuld say very tiring.....It wuld be exciting n fun if ur husband loves u as much as u love him....

Oh,when u guys get married,pls do not stay with ur in laws...haiz...

Im not saying that in laws are bad or evil or aniting like that...its just everthing i do,i am being watched,being scrutinize for everything i do...be it cooking,washing the clothes or even ironing,all must follow their family ways....

Wat ever i learn from my mum,my family is not even applied in this house....Trust me,they do things differently from the ways i am brought up...

Just to give u sum ideas about what i am saying... :

If i dry my clothes using the bamboo pole,my clothes peg colour all must be the same....same goes for the hanger that i hang in the wardrobe...the colour must co-ordinate....Like wtf sia?

If i mix the clothes peg or the hanger colour,i kena scolding....

Tats onli a few points ah...there are many rules that i have to follow there....Trust me,its very tiring....im tired lah...

What trigger me to write about this is of what happen 2 days ago...i heard from an old tenant of that house,kak su,that my zul told her that the time when he went MIA,he was treated like a KING by that stupid bitch....didnt i do the same for him?he doesnt even have to lift a finger doing anything....All he have to do is open his mouth and everything will be ready for him....All he does each day is lie down,watch tv,slip,play his psp,eat and the routine is like that all the way...while me?i slog like a fucking bull in the kitchen ah.....

OMG,I HATE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hate it especially when i complained to him....he will just carry on playing with his bloody psp and ignore me....and when i raise my voice,he will give me this irritating face and say,'What u want me to do then'????????Mcm cibai kan.....

Haiz....i am so unlucky,i dunno why...

I hate my life.......seriosly hate it..................

And after being told that the one he loves is that stupid bitch even after the marriage,i have make up my mind to let go after everything is over...Giving him what he wants finally.....

Life is like that... :(

Goodbye my dear fren..u will always be remembered... :(

2009-08-12T15:29:00.005+08:00

Taken with blacky last year....

I still remember the very first day that u came into our life... It was raining the previous nite n for the whole nite we as in the whole family heard u meowing crying for ur mummy...Even till the next morning till the time i came back from school i can still hear u so i decided to get my younger bro and decided to hunt for u....We look all over for u and finally found u in a drain,all wet n shaking from the coldness....U were such a tiny,pathetic little wet kitten...U kept sneezing all the time...Poor little thing u... We decided to name u blacky coz of ur black fur...and so from then on,u became a part of our family.... :) Blacky,u are such a good boy..rite from the start...i want u to noe that...I will never regret the moment i took u in....u were always there for me from the moment i drop out of school till the day i got married...u were always there by my side whenever i needed sumone to comfort me.... From the boon lay house to J.west till bukit batok n finally taman jurong,u were with us all the way...Many generation of cats come n go but u were always there no matter what... I noe how much u have been suffering tis 5 years but still every time u are sick,u make it thru in the end... However when this time round u fall sick,i got so worried n felt that ur time is finally up..When u start peeing while u are sill sleeping,i noe that are sum signs to tell me that ur health is seriously deteriorating...and that u lie down the whole day in the bathroom few days before ur passing....and the fact that u have not been eating any solid food for the past 1 week plus... So i was supposed to come home last sun,national day to visit my family but sumting came up and i couldnt make that visit....Told my bro that im coming over on mon and was told that i shuld come as i said coz if it may be blacky last day that monday...He finally told me about blacky condition the last few days of his life...How he have been walking like wind blowing against him and how he fell many times when he tried to climb up the tv console...I immediately got rdy on that monday n went back to my old home to see him.... The moment i saw him i was super hartbroken...coz he is so thin...thinner than few days ago...he is basically bone n skin...I cried the moment i saw him...He was lying on my mum bed staring into space...I called out to him but he didnt respond..i shake his body and he jolted...look into my face n keep meowing at me..My hart broke seeing him like that...i caress him and told him that i love him and tells him not to hold back and go peacefully...he immediately went into a spasm...he looks like a fish that u took out from the water n u put them on the land...i culdnt bear it anymore so i went to the living room...was told by my bro n mum that he was already like that since yesterday...and there is this big lump in his mouth thus making it hard for them to feed him anything at all...I went in the room every 10 mins to chk up on him....and ever since the 2 nd tme i went in to chk on him,he was spasming all the time...and when i chk up on him 30 mins later,he have already pass on... :( Called out to my mum and bro and they rush into the room..we tried to shake him wanting to make sure if he have reli passed on or not...The 3 of us cried..very badly...especially me... We wrap him up in a blanket and bury him at the back of our house that nite... Blacky,tho u are gone,pls noe that u will live in our hart ...u will forever be the special one for us...thanks for being a part of the family.. thanks for loving us all this while... And thank u for the lovely 19 years being with us.... Rest In Peace my love.... 1990 - 2009

A week before he passed on

Nervous starts to kick in....

2009-07-28T09:04:00.002+08:00

OMG....today is tuesday...that means 4 more days till................................*gulp*

I HATE YOU BITCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!*E-X-P-I-C-I-T-Contents

2009-07-27T10:20:00.005+08:00

I have never hated anione this much...but this time this fucking bitch have gone beyond the limit...I am going to hold on being patient ok....tho God noes my patience is really running thin..

After next week,i will get my chance in scolding or lashing out to u bitch if u still have not removed what u should removed a lonnnnnnnnnnnnnngggggggggggggggggggg time ago.......

For your info bitch,u bring a bad name to the muslim ladies who cover their head...Because of u horny bitch,i wuld tend to think that there is more than meet the eyes whenever i came across a'minah tudung'...

Pls lah for Godness sake,kau tak tahu malu kape sundal????Been married twice,and divorced coz of ex-hubbies caught u with another man,still proclaim to be a nice person???OMFG....I dunno what the fuck u have done or give to corrupt n blur his mind to make him think that u are one of the most purest,nicest and wronged woman on the planet earth!!!!!

U are the most bitchest woman i have ever noen...u said that i am like a prostitute to him?welll guess what bitch,u are far much more worst than that...from what i heard,u are the slutiest of the most slutiest of all.....far in comparision to a prostitute...u take it all bitch.....u FUCKING HORNY SLUT!!!!!!

Hey move on to the next target lah bitch,stop harrasing wats mine...and stop calling me names like u are the most prettiest thing on earth...Have u look in the mirror lately???And pls lah k,whats mine remains mine and will always be mine...As for u bitch,u will always be the 3rd PARTY no matter how u tried....Tho u always lure men with money...come on,u are famous for it...So what happens when the money ran out?then what?LOL....And get this into ur thick skull alrite,men onli goes for u coz of ur money and the fact that u go to bed with anione who is willing to do it with u.....Thats all.....
U can try as hard as u mite...If eventually u won,its alrite u noe....I wun lose aniting....and neither its ur gain....Its my gain...till the rest of time....coz i have the upper hand no matter what....
Till then bitch,dream on ok...
Phew....ok at least i have gotten that part out of my chest....
I am SO S-O-R-R-Y for the harsh words in this post...i am just so angry and i feel the need to let it out....It have been so long since i keep it all in...

Miss Bitch Herself

Thats life.....

2009-07-13T12:25:00.003+08:00

Im getting married guys....very very soon...this coming 2nd Aug.... Will update soon ok...im busy for the moment..Pls pray that things will go smoothly for me n zul... God noes i went thru hell.... :) Be back soon peeps.....

Suffering in silence

2009-06-30T15:14:00.003+08:00

Cukup sudah kesabaran ku ini

Walaupun cinta masih bertahta di hatiku ini

Cukup sudah derita ku alami

walaupun engkau kan ku sayangi hingga ke akhir nafas ku

Pre chorus:

Inikah tanda setianya dari mu?

Pada kasih yang ku curahkan pada mu?

Cukup sudah airmata titis ke bumi

Sedangkan engkau masih mencari

Erti cinta abadi

Pre chorus

Pengorbanan yang tak jemu terhadapmu

Kejujuran dan keikhlasan dari ku

Chorus

Sanggup kau memilih nya dan tinggalkan diriku

Manakah ikrar janji yang kau ladfazkan dulu?

Puas ku mencari segala kesilapanku

Berdosakah aku menghalangi kebahagiaanmu??

Ok this song is in malay... so sorri for those readers that do not understand what the hell im writing but basically its about this gerl who had enuf from her loved one (who even left her too)tho the love that she felt for him is still ever so strong...All those promises...all those are empty now...

It reli reflect how i am feeling now...
I noe i had been thrown more than enuf crap from him and y i am still here only GOD noes....i have no choice but to stick around..maybe for a few more mths more.... :(
Every nite i pray to GOD to give me strenght,to make me strong to face this ordeal...After all i am onli human...How many crap can i take....how many hartache can i bear...
I need to be at ease...especially during this period...i need to relax and free my mind against all the things that is bothering me..
But like i say i am onli human so its rather hard for me to go thru this ordeal alone and at the same time my hart hurts all the time...There isnt a day that pass by without me not feeling sad n depressed...I sumtime wonder what do u get by hurting me all the time...Do u like it when im hurt?Are u satisfied when u see tears flowing?
At times like this,i should be pampered,should be loved...not to be treated like a piece of shit..
THE DATE is getting nearer...Aside from thinking about us,i am pressurised by my parents too...One of this days,i am going to go berzerk i tell u..
I seriously cant handle everything alone...I need you...i need you to stand by me to go thru this ordeal at least...
Pls GOD...Make me strong...at least till all this is over....

TGIF!!

2009-06-12T11:39:00.002+08:00

Cutiez,u dah tagged me kan at ur blog so i have to do lah kan tho i dun feel like blogging...hehe

So here goes nothing....oh,btw,i am offically now single..... :)

1: Besides Your Lips,Where Is Your Favourite Spot To Get Kiss?
•My forehead...Especially by my loved one..

2: How Do You Feel When You Wake Up This Morning?
• This morning i feel like shit especially the drama that we went thru semalam late nite... :(

3: Who Was The Last Person You Took Photo With?
• It gotta be sheha i think since yat wants a pic of me and her together..

4: Would You Consider Youself To Be Spoiled?
• Now no...used to tho by one of my ex...
.5: Would You Ever Donate Blood?
• I would if i have to.....under normal circumstances,i am afraid of needles....
6: Have You Had A Bestfriend Who Was The Opposite Sex?
• Yes i do...Romie aka Dorikin lah who else

7: Do You Want Someone Dead?
• There is a few ppl on my list rite now....grrrr...
8: What Does Your Last Msg Says?
• Let me go see my inbox k...hmmm its from my colleague kmie asking me {ok kat mana}

9: What Are You Thinking Right Now?
• That we gerls are so unlucky....haiz...We are always at the losing end
10: Do You Wish Someone To Be With You Right Now?
• I do very much...but i noe its impossible to be with that person...ever

11: What Is The Tyme You Went To Bed Last Night?
• I went to slip around 2 plus coz i reach home rather late ysterday..
12: Where Did You Buy The T-Shirt You Are Wearing Now?
• I bot it at MANGO

13: Is Someone On Your Mind?
• Yes there is....U ARE ALWAYS ON MY MIND

14: Who Was The Last Person Who Texted You?
• My colleague

Tag 8 Random People To Do This Survey.
♦ Kmie
♦ Shellen
♦ Romie
♦ Alex
♦ Jajai
♦ BabyNura
♦ Fuzie
♦ Shasha
16: Who Is No.2 Having Relationship With?
• Her bf lah....errr...i dunno the name...Sorry shellen
17: Is No.3 A Male Or Female?
• Shemale...hahaha...no lah he is a male.
18: Is No.4 Single?
• Hmmm...he is single for now i think

19: Say Something About No.1.
• The bestest colleague/partner at werk for me...she have always been there for me regardless what...

20: Describe No.8.
• She is very pretty...and i dun think she is fat at all.... :) serious babe,u are not fat!

Ok im done

Whoever that kena tagged pls try to do this survey k if onli u have the time...

On a sad note,major things are gonna take place but this time in a diff way...I hope i can start afresh this time...i dun need u in my life...i dun...

Thnks to sis jess for telling me...if not i wud be in the dark.... :)

I love you sis..

I love all of u too...

Have a nice weekend...

Take care

Au Revoir peeps!!!!

There's more to come...

2009-06-05T11:11:00.007+08:00

Its been sum time since i updated my blog...and as u can see,there is this hate tags on my c-box...from sumone called fucker,unknown and twins....MY GOD...if u reli dun like me,y not just post ur real name then so that i noe who u are...i dun think whoever all of u are,noes me coz if u do,u wuldnt say what u said...but hey,trust me,im not affected...u all can say watever u wanna..words are just words...u all can go and fuck off for all i care...i dun give two fucks about it ok!!!!!

Phew,ok moving along now...

I have a lot of things to update actually but everything is in a mess rite now...but all i can say is that M-A-J-O-R change is gonna take place realllllll soon...but the thing rite now is,im still uncertain about a few things....haiz...If onli i can turn back the clock...i wouldnt make the same mistake as i did now..

I miss my frens...miss ila,miss yat,miss sheha,miss my ECAH,miss mimie,miss fuzie,miss many2 peeps...and i definitely miss him...the old him... :(

On a happier note,my besty,Kmie n my new intern,Shellen have just started this online store...so if u are the size S-M,u mite want to take a look at their site(www.delicieux-js.blogspot.com)and give these 2 young entrepreneur....Aniway,good luck to the both of u ok.... *HUGS*

Oh btw yat,if u are reading this,yeah!!!we are meeting later!!!

Au Revoir Peeps!

Lets go to the beach!

2009-04-22T13:00:00.004+08:00

TCC outing again...Its the 3rd one btw..and this time we are having it at the beach...@ Sentosa Palawan Beach...All of us are supposed to gather at 12(coz bie cant wake up early) at Vivo's top lvl,to purchase our tix to sentosa...

Before the day itself,there is a bit of conflict between sum of us..Zul initially wasnt supposed to tag along but sumhow on the morning of the outing,he suddenly msged me saying that he is otw way to my place to pick me up...Romie also have sum conflict with ima...coz Ima wants to follow but she have to fetch her mum and she has her own outing with her fren...In the end,i met up with Zul and we then meet Romie up for Bfast at JWest...Around 11 we proceed to J.east to meet up with Jess to board 97 to Vivo...Upon reaching,all 4 of us make our way to Giant to get sum drinks and also get towels for me n jess as we never bring any...

Bie n Cmah was late....they reach about 12.15...So end up we reach Palawan Beach around 12.45pm..

So we bought ice,change clothes,find a shady spot,fill our stomach(btw,bie bought sandwiches and epok2 while cmah bought the nuggets,and hot dogs,zul bought fruits,i bought the drinks,mie bought the tikar and jess bring her stomach...hahahha...)

Anyway,after playing frisbee in the very godamn hot sun,all of us decided to dip in the cool water....We had so much fun...whats with the 'Flip flop sommersault,us all trying to do stunts,bie having her leg cramp every now n then,us burying romie in the sand,oh ya,there is this game that we paly where all of us stand in front of each other n open our legs wide n from the back,one by one have to go underneath the water n pass thru the legs...that was so much fun....the onli one that culdnt make it was cmah..hahahah

Around 7 plus and we were shooed by the lifeguard so we decided we had enuf so we changed...By 8,we were ready to head to Vivo to hang out a bit before heading home coz cmah n bie had to werk morning the next day....We waited at the bus stop and 3 bus pass us but we didnt take it coz we wanted to take the tram but not realising that the tram service ended early for that day...So while waiting for the tram that we tot is coming,we camwhore,laugh,sing song,dance and do all sort of things....till finally at 9.30 we notice the signboard and we took the bus...

By the time we reach spore it was close to 11..we bought sum drinks,chill for a while n headed home...OMG,the next day,all 6 of us suffer massive shoulder n neck pain...All becoz of the standing n seating on the shoulder....But u noe what?We didnt care coz it was worth all the pain and we are doing it again in MAY!!!TCC 4th outing to sentosa again....me,romie,cmah,bie n jess...all 5 of us....Cant wait for the outing this coming may...coz it will not onli be an outing,it is to celebrate jess n bie bday as well..... :)

Monday was Ban Mian nite again for me n romie...Im glad u are there to listen to my prob that nite...sorry we were interupted that nite mie..... :)

Ok,im ending here...tired already...

Au Revoir Peeps!

End of the attachment....

2009-04-17T15:36:00.003+08:00

Sorri for not blogging for quite sumtime...Been bz with the matter of the harts...

Aniwae,like the tittle says,it the end of attachment for Elisha aka Shasha,our latest attachment student..We had this mini celebration for his farewell...I almost culdnt make it that day... ;P

We had Curry Chicken eaten with french loaf with Rojak as well...All those was cooked by Kak melah...And it was very yummy...

Elisha,im gonna miss u ok,pls noe that..Im gonna miss u laughing at me every now n then...and im sure gonna miss ur msg tone(sha sha sha sha..........)hehehe...And oh,im gonna miss ur chinese slang too...LOL..

U take very good care of urself ok...Pls keep in touch...I noe u will..When the time come lah that is...for u to take sumting from me right??(u noe what im talking about rite?)Ok till then say hi from time to time ok...Dun mute...

I wish u good luck for ur future......

*hugs*

Au revoir peeps!!

SNV gathering..

2009-04-13T11:36:00.004+08:00

SNV gathering was a blast!I had fun n i hope u guys who attend had fun too...Its so great meeting up with Kukian,Alex,Anu,Zhihao and Kat...Its been a long time man...I miss u guys many2..

So we had the gathering at Suntec's Pizza Hut...Alex was late but Sindu,my dumb blonde was even later..She reach at about 8pm..By the time she n alex ordered the food,all of us have already finished ours..oh,shie yar(elisha gf) came and say hi to all of us...She is such a bubbly gal...lucky u shasha...talking about shasha,he also didint stay long coz he had dance lesson...he is such a busy fellow... :) Btw,Zul came along for the gathering too...but left around 9 coz he is too tired..whatever..
Aniwae,all of us talked and talked catching up with each other...Im so glad that me n jamie managed to entertained everyone(i hope so)...Phew..i was kinda afraid that everybody mite feel akward...but that wasnt the case...thank GOD..
After the dinner which end pretty late,we took a group pic thanks to Pizza hut staff...The place has a nice ambience and all but too bad the aircon is not that strong...
We all camwhore a bit then all of us head home leaving me n zhihao smoking while waiting for Romie coz we were actually thinking of chilling till the next morning...Me and mie make our way home by bus ..We didnt watch a movie like how we planned to coz my mum wasnt feeling well and i need to go home in case sumting came up...By the time we took the bus 197,it was already close to 12...We dropped at Hong Leong to take the bus 154 and we managed to make it in time for the last bus of the day which is at 12.26am..
Chatted a while with romie under my void deck till 2 plus before heading home coz i was too slipy already....All in all i had so much fun thanks to all of u plus romie too ok..
Thanks for listening to my woes ...*hugs*

AU REVOIR PEEPS!!

Longgggg weekend

2009-04-09T13:45:00.003+08:00

Let me see...

Wats new...How about everything??hahah...

Ok first up,im back with zul...yup,after a big drama,we are like back together...Will it last u say?I seriously dunno but im hoping for the best....Im happy for now tho he still remain the same...i mean the 'ignoring coz im busy' part...But as he put it,its all due to his busy werk schedule...I mean watever lah as long as i can occupy myself with things to do and ppl to meet...

Im angry...and kinda sad with him but hey whats new....im the one who agreed to patch things up so yah...

Next,i have finally like highlited my hair...but im sad...coz i dun reli like the colour...grrr....i have told specifically told kelvin ,my hair dresser how i want them to be but it turn out this way...but he is a great fellow...i dun blame him..i blame his sis who helps out at the salon...She is the one who messes my hair...

So today we as in Kmie n me are having this mini gathering with the past n present of our attachment student and as well as a few of our fav tester n part timers...I realli cant wait to see them...miss them lots...So we are having dinner at Pizza Hut at suntec city...Yummy...im hungry already lah...hhahaha..While waiting for the time to come,we camwhore a bit... :)

And probably,after the dinner i wanna chill with romie and might catch a movie...that is yet to see... :) We have to see the situation first...

Oh btw,this week is gonna be a long weekend.....but i'll bet that i wun be enjoying it...i will be sleeping,reading and watching tv...not going out coz most of my frens are busy u see...hehehe...one couple are having like a honeymoon this fri,sat n sun...Have a blast guys... ;p

So anybody wanna date me??hehhee

ok now im gonna go to tagged n buy pets...im kinda hook to it...wakakaka..

Have a nice weekend peeps....see u next week...

Au Revoir...muaksss

The Pain U Put Me Thru....

2009-04-02T12:51:00.010+08:00

It have been 4 days since he left....
To tell u the truth,im still coping with it rite now...

I havent forget and im still not definitely over him...I wish i do tho coz it is reli affecting my life..

I couldnt sleep at nite..I couldnt eat properly..All i do is to think of him every single second..

Damn u ZUL!!I hate the way u are affecting me like this...I need to go on with my life so pls get out of my mind..
Every nite,i pray to GOD to take this pain away..I may be smiling and laughing at times but trust me,im bleeding inside..

Noting excites me anymore nowadays...Im not looking foward to my weekends nimore...Not looking towards aniting at all lah u can put it like that...

But I thank GOD for angels on earth that i call my frens...They are MY pillar of strength during my time in need...They are my confidant,my companion...and they never fail to lend me a shoulder to cry on whenever i needed it..Without their guidance and their advises,i noe i wuld have a breakdown right frm the beginning...

Let me start with these great peeps first...They are my first line of defense...They are the one that were there when it happened..These great peeps are

Romie:

Thanks for being with me that nite..The shoulder to cry on,consoling me...he list goes on..And thanks also for accompanying me whenver i wanted to meet coz i needed sumbody to tok to...and all the advises...im grateful to u mie...U are my best fren...I love u mie...btw,pls be good from now on and take care of ima okie...U are so damn lucky to have her so cherish her okie...Must promise me...

Ima :

U gal,have done a big favour for me sis...Without u,i will still be in the dark bout zul...Thanks so much for helping me that day...Im sorry too for all the crude msgs that u got from him then on...

Though i just got to noe u personally,u have made a great impact to me sis...Without fail every morning for the past 4 days u have been asking me how i am...Thanks so much for the concern and the advises...im so happy for romie that he got such a great gal to be with him...I wanna see u happi always...I love u....

Jess :

Sis...we are in the same boat but not reli the same boat....Ikrimah stills love u onli that he is noty and u have to restrain him ok sis...U my sis..have always been there for me since we knew each other...Thanks so much for being there for me that day sis...and the advises u gave me,i deeply appeciated it...I love u sis...

Next,the one who help me a lot in recovering is Jamie,aka Kmie...My twin at werk...She reli helps me alot in encouraging,listening to my never ending complain,bear with my tears,bring me back to reality whenver she caught me day dreaming and understanding me and my feelings..Oh most importantly letting me have an easy time this few days at werk due to the state im in....Thank u so much kmie for understanding...u also advises me alot...and i promise u,onli this week im gonna mourn...from next week onwards,i will be my normal self okie..

Kiki love Kmie ok... :)

Next is Suri....She is one person that always regardless of aniting will sure noe that i am in sadness...She will never fail to ask me if sumting is wrong at the rite time... Gerl...thanks eh for the advises too...I noe i gotta be strong now...and yes i got u as well as my other frens who love me so i should move on with my life no matter how hard its gonna be coz i noe that one dae i will get over it....Sayang suriram i nie...

Alex....my dearest alex....We are in the same boat eh?:)

What can i say...Love maybe is not meant for us?or they are just not for us?u must be sumhow sad regarding ur love state rite?im in no position to give advises now but i noe we got to be strong...sumday alex,sumone worthy will come along for u ok...Just hang in there ok darling alex...Thanks too for all the advises...i will be strong...its a promise...Make me laugh ok next thurs....CT love Alex.....

Sindu...My forever dumb blonde sindu...First of all,thanks u for talking to me that day and consoling me...U dun wury about me ok sayang..I will be strong...Whatever u told me tat day,i agree with u..He is not worth it for me to be sad and cry like that...Sindu,im glad we are frens u noe..U are more than a native tester to me...Ct loves Sindu...I shall see u tommorow ok...

Last but not least is to my sexy bie....I like the advises u gave me the other day...I noe u noe how i feel coz u have been in this situation once upon a time...So those advises is reli helpful bie...Thanks k bie...This sat we meet then we will talk sumore ok bie...cant wait to see u...Sayang kau bie...

Latip and des...thanks to u guys too...i just wanna say that i love all of u guys...u guys play a big part in my life...*hugs*

'Remember, the greatest gift is not found in a store nor under a tree, but in the hearts of true friends.'

28-08-01 -29-03-09 Say goodbye now my love...

2009-03-30T12:59:00.012+08:00

29-3-09...Thats the date for me when all come tumbling down...Its where all my dream of becoming his forever crushed...He whom i loved with all my hart n soul betrayed me and ending up blaming me for everything that happened...

It started off with a simple test to test his faithfulness towards me which turn bad when he begin to give in to temptation and i know then that i have lost him...

I was asked y do i wanna test if i am gonna be hurt,very hurt if the test is a sucess...I said that i need to noe...to noe if what my suspicion is true or not that he is getting tired of me...of us..
Its like Dejavu....coz i was told that phrase once and my life turn upside down just in an instance...I tot that i will never feel this way again but yet im feeling it again but this time doubly,no make it triple or gazzilion times harder coz this man that broke my hart were supposed to be my husband-to-be...We have everything all planned...How could i be so foolish to even believe that i finally deserve sumone for me to be with the rest of my life...

I was never that lucky and so this time wasnt any difference...

U noe,im damn tired...The confrontation kept playing on my mind..How i came and caught him red handed talking to her...And how i just got crazy and gave him a slap in return for TWO HARD FUCKING SLAP ON MY LEFT CHEEKS & TWO FUCKING BLOW ON MY HEAD PLUS ONE HARD KICK ON MY LEFT THIGH..i wuld have gotten more if i had not push him away when he wanted to give me a punch and all the vulgarities he hurl at me...my god,its unbelievable......and the scene with the family also keep replaying on my head...Im very sad that my dream to have his sister and his mum as my family in law crushed...

His 1st sis , mum and me was in tears when i decided that i cant take it animore and wanted to go home...His mum requested to come and pay her a visit now n then coz she says that she loves me as a daughter already...I kept quiet coz i dunno if i can ever take a step in their house again..

Back at home,i was greeted by a few msges from him telling me to ''Get the fuck off his life'' and tat he have hated me to the core and wuldnt even wanna ever see me animore and worse,he told me that he did not even wanna see my number appearing on his phone ever again...Thats how much he hates me btw...

Im so dumbfounded...very very dumbfounded...I kept thinkin where have the 7 years plus love that we painstakingly build gone to?So from the time the confrontation happen which is at 12.30 till 2.30am and till now that im blogging,i havent had a wink of sleep...i cried and cried till i think my head is gonna burst..now,my eyes are so swollen till it hurts...i cant even see things clearly...

Seriously i do not noe where is my life heading now...and i noe that i will not heal easily...based on past experience...I hate this feeling..hate it so much....I noe i gotta be strong but i cant...i reli cant...coz even after all the shits that happen,i still LOVE him so so much...call me crazy...coz i am...crazily in love with him...

So these are sum pics reflecting the good times we had...More bitter than sweet...but i am loving every period of it till today..

So goodbye sayang...Trust me it hurts a lot...After what we have been thru,i never got a tiny of respect from u...Instead i am being treated like garbage...u make me feel so humiliated..never have i felt this way before..but hey u noe what,u make me stronger...maybe not now but i noe i will...one dae,i will stand up and hold my head up high and not let any of ur kind take advantage of me ever again...

Spin ur web of lies endlessly....

2009-03-25T16:48:00.005+08:00

Im angry...very angry with ROMIE...Dun understand y he must spin a web of lies just so that he wun lose anyone in his life...i mean i will still be here for u as a fren...NO MATTER WHAT!

So i hope u will straiten ur mind about things and get it rite this time....Think very carefully what u want...Dun just becoz of one mistake u will lose everything that u have....

Me,baby and im sure ima will all be here for u...U just need to gather ur tots and make things straite...No more spinning ur web of lies again...U dun have to be afraid of losing us...coz if u are innocent then u dun have to be afraid of aniting mie...U dun have to give 2 fucks about what they mite do or say about u...Im not angry coz u use my name...im just angry coz u have to resort to such method coz u are afraid of her making trouble for u...I mean who is she that she have to do that?She got no rights ok...All u have to do is to ignore all that...Same goes with MB(JW)...Dun waste ur time ok mie....

Ok enuff said....Went to eat banmian again yesterday...Yup yet A-G-A-I-N!wif romie that is...my ban mian partner....We had so much fun ah kan...laughing here n there...take stupid pics....but see what happen today?U make me so mad siak....

No mood already to blog...Lucky got baby...can tok to her and vent sum anger....Syg kau bie...Muaks!

Oh,today i had KFC for lunch...Its like a mini celebration coz...Its MAX bday!!...Happi bday max....May all ur wishes come true for u..

*hugs*

Do well for ur exam okie....Jamie n me will take u out on the 9th for dinner..

Ok lah enuff for today...

Continue sum other day...

Au revoir peeps!

Ok,this pic is so out of topic for today...LOL

Weekend rocks!!

2009-03-23T15:24:00.005+08:00

Monday sucks...especially today...seriously got no mood seh nak gi werk...But u noe what?My weekend rocks...

I had so much fun last sat...Initially was supposed to meet romie at 5pm but was delayed due to the moving of the beds frame from my sis place to mine...So end up,i meet romie at 7pm...So sorry k romie...And at the same time too,baby was also done with her work...Shit..as this is supposed to be a suprise for Romie,i didnt want to reach there late...later no suprise already...But lucky for us,from lakeside to cityhall took 30 mins only...and baby was not even in the train yet at that time...

Upon reaching city hall.it was still early so me and romie went to the basement to look for an AXS to get tix for the show 'Coming Soon' At 2am @ PS..Located it and bought 3 tix for romie,Jess and myself....Walked around and we bought donuts from 2 places...The donut factory and the J.CO...Verdict was we loved the J.CO ones....Donut factory do not have many varierty ah thats y...Aniwae,while eating shiokly,baby called me and says that she n cmah have reached city hall and was making her way to Marina..I told her to proceed and wait me at Marina straite....So i finish up my donut,making a mess of my mouth and hands....After some damage control.we head up and walked to Marina...

To cut the story short,when we reached Marina,we walked up to the Mac Donalds(coz thats where baby is)and i pretended wanting to smoke coz i have already noticed baby but she have not yet seen me....

When she saw me,i smiled at her and went to her leaving romie behind...And when romie looked back at me and baby,he got this clueless,suprise,shocked,dreamy look on his face...hahahha...I sprang a gud suprise on u huh??He was reli suprised that he asked me to give him a slap on the face...

After the shock registered,we make sum small talk and bought sum food from mac donalds and just hang out at Mc Donalds outdoor seats...We wanted to go and see sum band perform at Esplanade but since it was drizzling,plan was changed...

We eat,talked and talked.....At first it was just me,baby n cmah that is talking and romie just keep quiet...but after a while...warm up already,he joins in the convo...:)

Sis Jess came at 10plus ....by that time,all of us are ready for the camwhore session...So we took pics here and there till 11plus..Then it was time for baby and cmah to head home catching the last train home.....I sure wish they can stay longer tho....but cmah had to werk the early next morning....too bad but hey,we have plans when to meet up again...

Jess bf came a while there and so she went to meet him till 12.30am..they had a quarell...Aniwaes,we make our way to PS by foot...It was far but nt too far lah...We chatted and makes jokes along the way till we reached PS at 1.15am...Took pics again..at the lobby lah,lift lah,anywhere lah....Saw this gay couple on our way up in the elevator....Very nice couple...we were very pleased when we found out that we were sitting directly beside them....Through out the movie,we were shouting like a gerl that we are and so was the gay couple beside us...hehe...it ws fun...they even gave us their popcorn when they saw that our popcorn had already finished even before the movie started...hahha....

The movie was A-ok overall....scary ah...

After movie,Jess bf came over again and wanted to have a tok with her....So we let her go off with her bf...Me n romie was clueless...didnt noe whr to head to now...So we decided to walk all the way to Padang and just chill there while waiting for the first bus to arrive...I had sum hart to hart tok with romie...I finally understood y he did wat he have to do....Aniwae,do not hurt anibody in the process k mie...

It was raining at about 5.30am....So we make our way to the Adelphi for shelther....6.15am then we make our way to the bustop....A funni incident happen in frnt of that goverment building...Stupid malay guy pee at the wall and right after he finishes peeing,2 cops came and apprehend him but stupid fucker deny lor...It was caught in the cam btw,he got no way to run..hahaha...

I had bfast with romie before we part ways.....Romie,thanks for everything ok that sat...Im glad we had that talk....Lets do it again okie....

Au Revoir Peeps!!

Luv is just like a Vacuum...It sucks...

2009-03-19T11:29:00.003+08:00

I have a question for anybody who is reading this rite now....

Lets say u have been dating with ur bf/gf for quite sum time now and u have been meeting each other on average,3 times a week,it is normal when suddenly ur bf/gf ask for a change in the relationship?What i mean is that he/she is asking to

- Meet each other only once a MTH...and that once a MTH meet up only last for a few hours....

- Method of communication is only thru sms(One in the morning and one at night)

- Occasional phone calls if neccesary

- In the meantime,u must be good and not complain even when u dun feel like it.

So do u think that this is healthy for the relationship?And that it will bond u closer to ur partner or drift the both of u apart?

Honestly in my opinion,it will drift the both u apart....coz the change is too sudden and it doesnt even makes any sense at all....When asked for this change,was told that its for the better and reason being,everyone is doing it so y not we....Like HELLO,where got everybody do that??I wuld be satisfied with meeting once a week...even its just a short meet for dinner or just a simple mit up,it wuld be very justified....

Ppl told me that there mite be a reason behind this motive and its a bad one...haiz...i dunno...maybe there is lah...I just dun bother to find out...Or maybe,u are just tired of me...of us?Guess what,the feeling is somewhat mutual...sum days...sumhow

Im jus very tired of reasoning and now i will just go with the flow...If thats what u want then thats wat u will get...For now,im just gonna go on with my life without u being a part in it...

On an another note,Im gonna have a blast weekend with my frens this sat....Cant wait to meet my galfrens n romie!!We shall have fun catching up and camwhoring okie...God noes i reli need them now...And probably on sun,i will be gg over to Sindu's to take a look at the new member of her family...Cappucino or Cino for short right?hehe...cant wait,cant wait....

So thats all for now...thanks for taking the time to read this post of mine....so yah...

Au Revoir peeps...

Lets go to Science centre....

2009-03-17T10:34:00.010+08:00

So my sis got 5 complimentary tix to the Science Centre and since she n bro in law cant make it and my syg also cant make it,i dragged romie to come along with me,my niece n nephew on last sun afternoon....

Fetch the kids at 11plus and met up with romie at Jurong east Int at close to 12..

We walked from Jurong east int to the NTUC nearby to get sum tidbits and drinks for the kids...

After that is done,we walked all the way to the Science Centre...The weather was pretty hot at that time...By the time i reach the SSC(Spore Science Cntre),i was perspiring :)

We were kind of worried that we couldnt enter the SSC coz the complimentary tix was supposed to be expired already but was reassured that it was still valid by the usher at the entrance...Phew..that was close....

Aniwaes,We walked around,watch sum shows(regarding electricity),took sum pics here n there using romie's psp cam...Those that knoes romie will noe that he is a freak when taking ppl pics...

Oh,we watched the magic show as well....Verdict?B-O-R-I-N-G...So not worth the $7 entrace for the magic show...Lucky for us,we got the complimentary magic show tix as well....

So by 4pm,all of us are so famished and decided to have late lunch at the Mac Donalds outside...

But guess what,we couldnt even walk thru the door coz it was raining...SUPER SUPER-LY HEAVY...It was one of the worse downpour i have seen in a while...

Just imagine this,the Science centre ceiling came down!Can u believe it??My GOD....so we waited a while and when it have subside just a bit,we make a dash for the MCD....Outside,we saw that the carpark is so flooded and no car can pas thru the pool of water....

Everywhere there are a lot of ppl who is trapped in the SSC due to the heavy downpour...Inside the MCD is no diff....Lucky for us,we managed to grab a seat to fit all of us...Had our meal and waited for the rain to subside before making our way home....And we could see that along the road,there are a lot of trees that have fallen....Well im glad that the outing went smoothly...

Thanks mimie for spending ur sun afternoon with me and the kids...Hope u had fun...

And im glad that u have made a wise decision...I noe im a bit tough to u but i need to get my msg thru to u,thats all...No hart feeling okie...

Ok i shall post the pics from the outing to SSC and the post suprise bday for zul pics...

Till we meet again peeps..

Au Revoir!!!!

Bday month....

2009-03-09T08:51:00.006+08:00

Monday morning always sucks....u have to drag urself out of bed...u wish the weekend will last forever right?hehe...

Ok...i noe i have not been updating my blog regularly..i mean no one reads them anyway...

Again many2 things happen during my absence...

My mum was admitted for the 3rd time since i last updated this blog but she is doing better now..thanks for all the well wishes...
Especially from all my sweet testers...i love them to bits...Jamie the German tester aka Awesomely crazy jamie,Sindu the Spanish Tester aka Little miss giggles and My dumblonde,Alexandra(Hyuen Tran) the French tester aka The gorgeous ones...
They make work more fun to come to everyday...

Besides from visiting my mum at my sis place practically every day,i havent been going out that much....

Last 2 sundays was spent baking and cooking at my sis place with my sis in law...i didnt take any pics coz was too engrossed learning... :) Aniway,brought samples of the cookies to werk to let jamie and the rest taste...I got the green light from them thank god...

I also had fruity fondue at home

and at werk.
...It was nice....

Btw,alex if u are reading this,we have a new attachment student now....His name is Elisha Lim...I swear the first time when me and jamie heard his name,we tot its a gerl's name...but we were so wrong when we saw a boy waiting for us...an indian boy to make it more confusing...U see,Elisha is frm a mixed parentage...His mum is an indian while his dad is a chinese...thus the surname...

Elisha is a-ok lah...He's only been with us for a week..and will be for the next 6 weeks...

So alex,we might not see each other in MGD that much now on.... :(

But i hope we can get to meet outside u noe...for dinner perhaps?Im so gonna miss ur presence here in MGD...

Ok,on a lighter note,today is my loverboy bday...

Happy Bday Syg!!!He turns 34 today...old huh?hehehe..Im not that young also...

Aniwaes,we had a earlier celebration...just me and him...We met around 11 plus on a sat morning....He fetch me from sis place and we went to Imm coz he so wanted to eat at Secret Recipe so thats where we had lunch...He had the grilled chicken with black pepper sauce while i had the Tom Yum chicken noodle...

The taste was so-so lah...not that wonderful but hey as long as the company does then everything taste wonderful.. :)

For dessert,we had the Royal Chocolate Cake...It was yummy....both of us love it a lot..

Aniwaes,after lunch,we headed to Giant to get what we needed for the session together later...

We bought a bottle of Absolut Vodka,sum chips,peanuts,chocolate and sum other tidbits to munch on later...

We hail a cab right after that and headed to our destination...Me and zul was slightly drunk by the time we finish up the drink but we had fun...we havent had so much fun for a very long time now....Im glad that everything turns out well...and between us too...We had sum dispute lately and the relationship was kind of on the rocks..but after sat nite,things just got stronger between us.. :)

On sun we went to my sis place coz my mum wanted to treat zul to pizza....Later in the afternoon,all of us went to clementi to visit my uncle who was discharge from the hospital....

Around e same time,Sindu was having her suprise celebration going on at VIVO..im so sorry sindu i cant make it for the day....I was feeling so happy for u...im sure u are super duper suprised!can imagine ur face....hahahah....Aditya is a sweet guy sindu...he went all the way to go and msg me telling me about the suprise celebration...and oh he asked darren to come along as well but he cant make it as well...Anyway,hope that everything turn out well...cant wait to hear the whole story from u this wed....Happy advance bday ok my darling Sindu!!!!

So after werk today im heading to Zul's Place for a suprise celebration for him courtesy of his sis....Cant wait to see what happen....I will tell u about it in another post okie...

Btw jamie,i hate my nail colour.....

i want to redo it...boohoooo ~

Au Revior Peeps!

Im so tired...

2009-02-13T21:54:00.014+08:00

Wah...Its been so long since i last blog....Cant even remember where i stop...

I have been lazy at first but been really busy lately....so pardon me...

Lets see...What have been going on in my life...Im still in one piece thats for sure... :)

First up to y i have been busy lately is coz of my mum...u see a few weeks ago,she was admitted to the hospital due to her toes that was rotten..she was a diabetic btw...and it has to be amputated,her 2nd toe on her right leg...I have been busy going to werk and to the hospital after till late everyday....After her discharge one week plus later,she put up at my sis place coz my sis will be around to look after her while i werk...And after werk every single day i would go to my sis place to go and see her...From the moment my mum was discharge,she was having problem with her health....At first she was puking everytime she ate...She cant even hold the food in for long before throwing it all up...Slowly she began to become weak and very2 pale...by the 3rd day she stop puking after a visit to the doc and the doc prescribe her meds to stop her from vommiting but instead of vommiting she pass motion this black colour stool and with a lot clot of blood as well....

Me and the rest of pham was reli worried for her but she being the stubborn woman she is,didnt want to go to the hospital to get herself check up...On monday nite,after werk,i went to my sis place to visit her as usual and thats when i notice that my mum is reli weak and pale....She pass motion and vomit at the same time..I told my sis that we should bring her to the A&E no matter what she says...Me and my bro in law bring her to the hospital that nite...We stayed at the A&E till 1 plus before the doc told us that she was having bleeding on her ulcer and her kidney is failing....So she have to be admitted yet again....We were told to wait again while they get a bed for her....until 2 plus there is still no news of a bed for her and we headed home and told the nurse to inform us once she was transferred to a ward.....

4 days later my mum was discharge....Oh btw,she was admitted to ward 78,bed 10,a A2 class ward as they do not have any bed available in the 8 bedded ward....Thanks to Jannata and kak melah for taking the time to visit my mum...My mum is at my sis place now...I just came back from visiting her...Im worried tho...im so puzzled to as y she is still unable to eat whenver she is at home....did i tell u of her medicine that the docs gave her??My god...Its a lottt lah...She practically have to eat 10 kinds of meds 3 times a day....Kesian her...

Oh i have been absent from werk since tues till today...4 days of not coming to werk coz my mum requested me not to...She doesnt wants the nurse to shower her or change her diapers for her... :)

I miss werk...but what to do,i have to sacrifice a bit for my mum sake's....

So i guess i will still be busy for the next few weeks to come werking and visiting my mum at my sis place...I hope she will get better soon....*PLS GOD...MAKE MY MUM BETTER....*

Did i mention that she mention death the 2 nd time she was sick??That scare the shit out of me,bro and sis.... :(

Aniwae.i have faith that she will get better soon...Pls say a prayer for my mum as well wont u?

Ok...on a lighter note,tommorow is VALENTINE'S DAY!!!!!!I will be staying at home tending to my mum as usual i guess...things happen in my love life now that i rather not talk about so i guess i be spending it with my mum instead.... :)

So to everyone who is in love,pls enjoy this day ok....Treasure the one that u love....

Ok,upon that note,i will say goodnite then....Below are the pics taken during my absence...its random so yah.....

Oh,special thanks to zaidah for helping me out at werk during my absence...Syg adek memany....

Tommorow is also the bday of a person who means a lot to me...i miss her so so much...Tho we are not frens animore,i hope u noe tht deep down u still have a place in my hart beb...I love u n i never stopped...Happy 20th bday my dearest...May all ur wishes come true for u....

Au Revoir Peeps!!!!

Im tired.... :(

2009-01-20T19:51:00.006+08:00

My weekend was spent with my loverboy as usual...

Slept over his place on sat..Early part of the day we went to Bugis Junction coz zul wanted to get a bdae prezzie for his niece...OMG...The crossing in between Bugis Junction and Bugis Village was damn packed...Macam Ikan Sardin!!!!There were even ppl who climb over the fence coz there are too many peeps....And when the traffic turns red,they are stranded there...Those who have crossed the traffic lite there wuld noe how irratating it is..Imagine in this situation...Die i tell u...
Yesterday we were supposed to move to Kewalram House but due to the Cargo Lift being down,we have to wait till tuesday...We did nothing...We cant even surf the net coz Desmond have move the server to Kelwaram House...So we just sit around and reminisce the 5 years spent at Comtech...Im so gonna miss that place... :( so i took sum pics of the empty lvl4...

Today is the first day i am Kewalram House...KH for short...I went there straite from home...There is not much i can do there coz my stuff will onli be moving from Comtech at a later time...the cargo lift is still down...Me n Max went around to check out the place...It was ok...not bad lah..but its def not Comtech...My stuff onli reached at around 10plus....So i begin the unpacking till 11.30 before stopping to go for lunch with Max,Jamie and Frank....We ate at the ABC Market....It was a long n hot 10 mins walk to the ABC Market....But thats the onli nearby eating place for us....Sad right?No more lvl 3 or lvl 1 to eat...

After lunch,it was unpacking and arrange stuff on the racks...and putting up the PCs on the table..We did that till 5.30 and headed home straite...Oh im so tired today...and tommorow is another day...Hopefully we can get everyting up for testing by this thursday...so that means after Chinese New Year,we can start calling in testers to test the Daimler/Benz units already...So my darling alex,are u free to guide???

Btw,im sori mimie...im feeling so shagged lah yet again today...We have to kip in view k about u noe what....

Bye peeps..I wanna rest...

Its hard to say goodbye...

2009-01-16T23:12:00.004+08:00

I have been very very busy this past few days.....Mostly with werk....

Let me summarize what i have been up to this past few days....

Mon : This day was the start of the week and the end of my 'eat whatever i want' day...Alex came over to help us complete some werk and i had fun having him around...as always....After werk i had dinner with Romie at JP to have my same ol same ol Ban Mian....

Tues was werk as usual and when i reach home,i immediately changed to get ready for jogging with Romie...We jog around Jurong Lake Park and later on at 8.15 we went to Shing Shiong to get sum veg for my dinner later on....Watched CSI and Criminal Mind before i finally fall asleep like a log...Ohbtw,i am sad that Criminal Mind is going to be replaced by Bones from next tuesday onwards.... :(

Wed was werk again as usual...Was supposed to complete with Everest unit with the Batali Software but was told to stop by the Lady Boss to complete the Daimler Software CD...All 30 OS to be completed by thursday coz we are gonna start packing on Fri...And that means no PC to do the werk....Since ALex cant make it to come and help us,Jamie and i had to OT that day...Stayed till 8.00pm with Jamie...Man,i tell u,me and Jamie had the strangest feeling being all alone,just the two of us in the Office.....Scary i tell u especially after what Jamie encounter in the toilet....Luckily Zul was there to fetch me home.. That reli put a smile on my face....

Oh,i received a call from my brother earlier on and was told by him that he met an accident...Poor thing my bro...He hit a lorry and was thrown off his bike....He suffered injury on his left leg and he had a large abrasion on his right shoulder coz he landed on it...He still managed to go home after the accident but was asked by my mum to go to the hospital....He went and was given an Xray coz the doc was worried as he also injured his abdomen too...Thanks God he is ok...

Thursday was again werk as usual...We were halfway done thru the 30 OS but was interupted by the Vader team coz they wanted to see the Problem on the Vader units....and me and Jamie had a meeting with the Lady Boss after that...We didnt managed to finish up the rest of the OS so we ended up staying back again...There goes my Jogging session with Romie for the day...Managed to finish up by 7 and head home feeling so shag....

Friday(Today) was a busy busy day for all of us at MGD....I came in a bit late today....around 9 coz i miss the bus...Upon reaching,i started to organise the units thats is on the pallets and the racks...Luckily i started to organise the units immediately coz the movers were there at 10 and they shrink wrap all the pallets and the racks...They did it like so fast lah....Aniwae,jamie had sum reports to complete so it is up to me to settle the rest....So i plug out,packed all 6 of the PCs...(3 Mac PC and 3 Windows PC...),Packed my stuff into a box,pull out all the pics on the wall and put them in the box to be put up later in the new office...By the time i 95% finished with the packing,it was already 3.00pm so i prepared for the 3.30 meeting prob the last one we are gonna have at Comtech... :(

Later on after werk,Romie pick me up from werk and we went to JP to have same ol same ol Ban Mian for me and he had his same ol same ol chicken rice...hahahah...yet again....But not before we went to the NTUC xtra to get more veggies for my upcoming days meal....We bump into the Newly wed Nasha and her hubby Edgie...I cant believe that she is married already sia...I mean civil marriage before the Muslim marriage?Hmmm...i guess she noes whats she's doing...All the best to u Nasha...Im glad to see u so 'happy'...hehe...It shows u noe... ;p

Went for a smoke later and thats when the 'ban mian magic' start werking...hahah...those who noe me and my ban mian sure noe what im talking about..So we had to rush home by cab...

So here i am blogging while watching TV at the same time...I had the room all to myself tonite coz sid,despite his pain went overnite with su...Bday gal lah katakan....

Sat and sun will definitely be spent with my loverboy zul....I am so looking foward to it...cant wait...Btw mimie,if u are reading this,i promise u next week we will definitely stick to the regime ok...No matter what happen....

Mon we will start to move over to the new werking place which is at Bukit Merah...near the ABC Market...It is call the Kewalram House...Weird name huh... :)Im looking foward to the new place bt at the same time,im sad to leave Comtech...I have been there for like 5 years now and that place held a lot of memories for me...Especially the ones that include bbbs..sweet ones......Aniwae,im saying it goodbye to the last trace i have....Hope that Kewalram brings me much much sweeter memories in the future to come...

Ok,i wanna go and read books now....Nite peeps!

Au Revoir Peeps!

The weekend is here!!

2009-01-10T11:41:00.006+08:00

Like finally its fri....I am so looking foward to the weekend coz for the past few days it has been a busy day at werk for all of us that is jamie,me and alex...A lot of problem came up that we have to solve while at the same time we also have to finish the task given to us...Lucky for me and jamie,alex was around to give us a helping hand...Next week will be a busy week also but hey that next week matter...For what i noe now,the weekend is here!!YohOo..

Romie cme and pick me up after werk today...I wanted to go Mustafa Cntre to get sum stuff and have our dinner at Little India...Me,Alex and Romie board the same bus with me and romie alighting at Hrbrfrnt Station to board the NEL....We encountered this RUDE lady bus driver...She is racist i tell u...She keep scolding this Indian Man to siam from blocking her side mirror...and the way she drive the bus,macam sial.....That reli pisses me and alex off.....

Moving on,so me and romie dropped at Farrer Park station and walk all the way to Mustafa Ctre...I was suprised that it wasnt reli crowded at the Mustafa Ctre being a fri nite....Normally there wuld be a lot and lots of ppl shopping there...Well aniwae,i bought sum health supplements,sum makeup,sum undergarments and the universal adaptor that kak melah told me to get....

I was out of there by 8.30...So next stop is the usual place where i normally have my thosai...Romie had the Masala Chicken Briyani...After filing up our stomach,we sat down and chatted for a while before its time to head home....Romie send me back btw...

During the journey home,at clementi,romie rcv a call from one of his fren,the one who was caught in KL....She was detained there and according to her,she was abused there naked and abused badly and she also told romie that she mite be sentenced too..I feel so sad upon hearing that...and the last thing that she told romie was that if she and frens will not be around anymore,she ask him to take care of himself and ask him to forgive him for whatever that is happening to Linda,(romie's gf).Romie simply broke down after the call...My hart ache for him...I simply cant imagine what he is going thru...

Just imagine that u just got to noe a person that is reli suitable for u and u fall diply in love with that person and was plannnin to spentd ur entire life with that person...and by noeing this person,u got to noe her frens which eventually also became a part of ur life too...Suddenly coz of a wrong move that was made by the one that u love and her frens,u lose all of them and ur life is so empty again....To move on noeing that u will never ever see her again...

Life is cruel...but mimie,like i say pls try to move on with ur daily life k...U have a life too...U cant be forever depress like this...u will go crazy i tell u...so pls be strong and pray for her ok...Pray for a miracle....Miracles do happen mimie....

Btw mimie,i search the internet for the article and this is what i found...but the funny thing is that,its says that she is caught in KL,heading to China...So that means she is detained in KL right now and u might have a chance to see her?Lets hope so....

So below is the news article...

KUALA LUMPUR, Malaysia - Malaysian police have detained 13 people on suspicion of working for an international syndicate that allegedly smuggled heroin from Pakistan, an official said A Singaporean and a Philippine woman were arrested at the Low-Cost Carrier Terminal international airport in Kuala Lumpur on Monday, said Othman Harun, deputy director of the Federal Narcotics Department.

Seven Nigerians, three Malaysians and a Pakistani were subsequently held in separate raids in the city later Monday, he said. The 13 suspects are believed to be members of an international syndicate that traffics heroin from Pakistan and distributes it from Malaysia.
"They are all involved in international trafficking," Othman told The Associated Press. "A lot of groups have been operating here."
Othman said the Singaporean woman, who was detained with about 500 grams (18 ounces) of heroin and was headed to China, is in police custody and may be charged with drug trafficking, an offense that carries the death sentence.(and i found out that in SG law,if u are caught with 15grams of drug,u will get the Death Sentence)
The other 12 suspects have not yet been charged with any crime but are being held under a special preventive act that allows for indefinite detention without trial, Othman said. The act is often used to hold suspected drug traffickers.
Police did not seize any other drugs in the raids but confiscated a car, foreign currency and laptops, Othman said. Investigations showed the Philippine woman was on her way to Pakistan to pick up drugs, he said.

Au revoir Peeps!

Xmas,Countdown and New Year!

2009-01-08T21:55:00.013+08:00

Happi New Year Peeps!!!

Ok,im late in wishing but hey its onli the start of the Year so it still count...

I haven been blogging for quite sum time now so here i am!!

Hmm...let see what i have been up to since the last time i blog?

Well,me,jamie,alex and des had pizza at werk 2 day before xmas...

On Xmas eve,we had a xmas lunch at werk...The food is just ok,not fantastic...

As for Countdown for New Year Eve,i was at home...We knocked off early for the day and i went to Zul's Crib to hang out ...We wanted to celebrate New Year eve outside but he was not filing well so i just went home to celebrate alone by watching TV...boring rite...Aniwae,its ok lah...Next Year still have k syg....hahaha

I took leave on 2 of jan coz i dun see the point of coming to werk just for a day...I spent the day with my nieces and nephew...as well as zul's too...We went to the new JP and bought Maysarah a new bag for skool...Sat was also spent with them too...We went to the library...hehe...I love books ok!

Oh did i mention,i cut my hair short?I dun like it lah..i look so retarded....Hmph!

But what the hell rite...My hair will grow...Aniwae,i went with kmie and kak leha my sis law to this place that was recommended by my colleague...I paint my nails (legs) too and did sum nail art on it...but i didnt take any pics of it lah...Its very cheap u noe...For a pair of leg,she charge me onli 10 dollar....I had it done in bloody red and she draw little flowers and branches and paint them in pink and green...Nice...

Wat else...hmm...I went to chk out the new banquet at Harbourfrnt....i missed the Yong tau fu...But its not the same aniwae butttt harthrob,the lamb chop is still the same...coz its still the same uncle that makes it...hehe..

I also manage to catch Bedtime Stories with zul...We had a movie date at Bugis...On Xmas day itself...I had fun...Thanks syg...

Oh,oh...I met jess and bf at BPP with zul i think roughly around last week.....Miss her memany seh...It was sort of coincidence lah actually...coz i was in BP for a wedding...so we meet up for a while to catch up with each other...And the 2nd time we saw each other and this on Mon was a big coincidence...Was at BPP to meet zul for dinner and jess was there as well,this time with Dan as well....Very sweet!and on tuesday meet up with Jess,dan and Romie was a planned one....After hearing what happen to Romie,we meet up to console him...Poor Romie...Must be strong k mimie...Learn how to accept and cope with it...I noe its hard but u have no choice but to move on....without her...Im so sorry to hear what happen to her but there is nothing u can do here...All u can do is to pray for her...k mimie...me,jess and dan as well as the rest of ur fren will be here for u...*hugs*

Other than that,its werk and werk and werk for me...had fun working wit u ALEX...and Sindu,my Dum blonde and the rest of my native tester...u guys cheer up my mon to fri 8.30-5.30...hehehe..

Ok the rest of this pics was taken with my new hair cut...Camwhore a bit lah...

Ok,Now im done...So im going to bed now....My bed is calling me already...

Good Nite Peeps!

Au Revoir!

Quiz time!

2009-01-03T20:24:00.002+08:00

So i was tagged by Alex & Baby Nura to do this quiz...I am supposed to tagged others after completing this but as u can see,i do not have a lot of frens in my link so what im gonna do is just to complete this quiz and thats that...

So here goes Baby's quiz to me...

Q:If you had 3 wishes, what will that be?
- Be a sumbody in life.
-Fulfill my 2009 resolution
-to finally be happi again like i was in 2004.

Q: Did you ever think to yourself and wonder what will happen to you in the future?
- Nope...Whatever happens,happens...I will just take it all in stride..

Q: Are you afraid of what lies ahead of you?
- I am actually but like i say,i will take it all in my stride...

Q: Would you change yourself for the person you love?
- In the past,i wasnt given a chance to do so and i paid heavily for it but now,yes i would change for the person i love...

Q: Do you belief in Love?
-Oh yes i do...Thank G-O-D

Q: How do you want your life path to be?
-Of coz i want it to be smooth..be happy in whatever i do...happily ever after... :)

Q: If the person you are in love is secretly liking someone, what would you do?
- Been there done that...

Q: Is there anything that made you unhappy these days?
-Oh yes there is...im not proud of it either...

Q: Do you get butterflies in your stomach whenever you're around the guy/girl you like?
-I still do around YOU.

Q: Have you ever not been able to get someone out of your head?
-Up till now,i still cant get that particuliar sumone out of my head..

Q: Who are currently most important people to you?
-Beside my family?There are 2 others...

Q: Have you ever wanted someone but you knew you couldn't?
-OMG...That goes without saying...but...you gotta let that person go(from ur hart and mind) one dae..

Q: Are you happy with your life?
-In sum parts of my life i am...in sum parts im not...

Q: Would you give your all in a relationship?
-Sumtime,ur all is just not enuf...but hell yeah,this time round,im gonna do it perfectly...

Q: What type of friends do you like?
- Those that are kind?hah...any kind will do lah

Q: Do you often wish there was something you could change?
-Yes...a lot of things..but sum things i can never change but sum,i am determined to change it for the better this year...Wish me luck!

Q: What will you look at first when you first set eye on a girl/guy?
-Their smile..oh,and their eyes..

Q: If your lover betrayed you, what will be your reaction?
-Been there done that also....

Phew...One done,one more to go...So alex,urs is next...

Here Goes...

Question one : What have you been doing recently?
Working Mon to Fri,on sat r&r with luzo...hah!Sun,rest at home usually

Question two : Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
Only when my batt is flat and i got no way to charge it...

Question three : What happen at 10am today?
I was still slepping...Had a long nite lah yesterday..

Question four : When did you last cry?
2 days ago...over sumone in my past...I do that like always... :(

Question five : believe in fate/destiny?
Oh yes i do...i still do..

Question six : What do you want in your life now?
Sucess,be healthy,be fit...Stay in love and happily till ever after...

Question seven : Do you tend to make relationships complicated?
In the past i do...but now,not anymore...

Question eight : Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
Hmm...i dont think so...

Question nine : What was the last movie you caught?
Bedtime Stories...

Question ten : Does the person you like knows that you like him/her?
Im sure he does...he def noe that i like and love him

Question 11 : Who always makes you laugh?
Luzo,my colleagues,my bro and him

Question 12 :Do you speak languages other than english?
Besides eng,malay and a little bit of mandarin,im trying to pick up french,spanish,italian,russian,german,korean and japanese from my testers whenever they come by...

Question 13 : Favourite website(s)?
Friendster,Facebook,Youtube...

Question 14 :What are you doing tommorow?
Sleep till late coz i noe that i will not be back early today and go to the library with the kids in the afternoon...

Question 15 : What do you think you are like ?
Im like no one or nothing but myself....

Question 16 : Who would you choose to die with?
I prefer to die alone...That will be the best...

Question 17 : Where have you been today?
Hmm...Let see...Ive been to ABC market to have my weekly brunch with Zul,fetch the kids(6 of them) and went to JP to get sum stuff...

Question 18 : What game do you play often?
Handphone games can?

Question 19 : Who you missing right now?
Luzo of coz...

Question 20 : If you have to choose between a friend and a lover, who will you choose?
I do not have to choose...coz my lover is also my fren..

Question 21 : What are you doing right now?
Doing this quiz and watching tv at the same time...

Question 22 : Which primary school were you from?
Rulang Primary School

Question 23 : name 3 colours you like?
Black Red and GREEN!!!

Question 24 : What emotion do you like to show?
I tried to show a happy front but at times i do broke down when it get too much...

Question 25 : What is life to you?
Life is precious....I realised it now...You only live once so make full use of your life...

Question 26 : If you have something troubling you, what would you do?
Keep it to myself...I do not have anyone to talk about it with now...

Question 27 : Who did you last chat with on msn ?
I did not log on to msn for 3 days now...

Question 28 : Who do you admire the most?
My mum...

Question 29 : Which month you born in?
3rd Quarter of the year...

Question 30 : How you feeling right now?
Tired...

Question 31 : What's the time now?
9.45pm

Question 32 :Your opinion on the person who tagged you.
Fun to be with,funny...and cool...

Question 33 :What color do you like to dye your hair?
Blonde highlights?

Question 34 : Why you doing this quiz?
Alex tagged me so i do lah....

Question 35 : What do you do when you are moody?
Pull a long face?hah...Nah i just keep quiet...Keep to myself..

Question 36 : At which stage do you wish to get married?
idk

Question 37 : Who is closest to you?
No one....

Question 38 : Who is/are the people/person you trust the most?
Luzo...and my bro...oh and my mum...They are the one i trust the most...with my life..

Question 39 : Do you believe in seeing the rainbow after the rain?
Ive seen one or two... :)

Question 40 :If you have a dream come true, what would it be?
To have my 2009 resolution fulfill....

Question 41 : What is your goal for this year?
I will tell u next year....

Question 42 :Do you believe in eternity love?
Yes i do....

Question 43 : What feeling do you love the most?
The feeling when sumting that i dream of or wish of come true....That will be sweet...!

Question 44 : Do you really think it is global warming now?
Like uh-huh

Question 45 : Do you like quizzes?
At times...When i got the time to do like now...

Question 46 : Do you believe in gods?
Just ONE GOD

Question 47 : Who cares you the most?
The most?Hmm...idk

Question 48 :What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
Luzo and my family and my frens....

Question 49 : What will you bring when you fight?
My pride?

Question 50 : What have you regretted doing in your whole life?
Not knowing...Not knowing that it will end...

Question 51 : What do you do if nobody cared for you any longer?
What can i do?Just go on with my life i guess?No matter what happen in ur life,no matter what,life around u goes on so u have to move along and get by

Question 52 : What will you do if you boyfriend/girlfriend two-timed you?
Yet again the same ans...Been there done that!Tho i came out of it broken,but im still alive...

Question 53 : How you feel now?

Tired...tired...tired..and sleepy.....

Like finally im done....*PHEWWWWW*

I wanted to blog in another post but im running late to meet my frens...So i guess i have to postpone yet again...

Au Revoir Peeps!

No monday blues for me......

2008-12-22T22:42:00.003+08:00

Lets see....Hmm...what is interesting that i did today??hmmm...Nothing much actually....hehe..but i feel like blogging so im just gonna write about what i did today...Sindu came over today for morning half of the day to finish up her Spanish unit....She is ever so funni...Whats with her 'dumb blonde'moment...The way she pronounce words in her french accent...so hilarious....

So for lunch myself,Alex and jmie went to Harbourfront to have KFC for lunch and to stop over at Bodyshop as she wanted to check out sum stuff...Tho i had a two piece meal,i was so full to the point of throwing up my food ...haha....

And as for the rest of my day at werk,i continued with my Daimler Hi unit while chit chatting with Alex....Its fun having u around dude...U sumhow take my 'loneliness' away..hehehe...Dun forget the two songs that u are supposed to bring for me okie...im sure u wun...Oh,and thanks for the 'After Eight'...Even if jannata ate most of them...grrrrrrrrr...u still left sum for me.... *hugs*

After werk,i went home straite...coz i wanted to watch one of my favvvvv movie of all time...8 below...Tho i have watched it a few times,the show is so hartwarming & touching that it still makes me weep everytime i watch it... *blush*The onli diff is that this time i am watching it alone... :( but nonetherless,i have msged the person i watched it with the other time when the movie started....

Washed sum clothes in between the movie coz i didnt managed to do it over the weekend as i am not feeling well...What else??hmmm...Oh ya,i read my 2nd Novel in between the commercial and thats what im going to be doing after this before i call it a day.....So tommorow is another day of werking but im actually looking foward to it coz i have great company at werk of coz....Yah,its u alex... ;)

So goodnight!

Au Revoir Peeps!

Starry Starry Nite...

2008-12-21T19:56:00.007+08:00

So last nite i had a date with zul at Orchard...Oh my...Orchard road is so so beautiful....Whats with the lights that are hanging all over and the xmas trees all beautifully decorated..and the songs and bands and the drama playing all over the Orchard Road pavement...U cant help but feel the Xmas magic in the air...The feeling is so overpowering that it bring u in the mood looking foward for the holidays to come fast....

We reached Orchard Road quite late...around 9.00pm...Went to Lucky Plaza to have our dinner at this Indo Restaurant called Java Kitchen...It serves traditional Javanese/Indonesian food....I ordered the Nasi Kuning set which consist of yellow rice,chicken rendang,sum acar,thinly sliced tempeh fried with peanuts,and a balinese egg....While zul ordered the Mini tumpeng which consist of sum colourful cracker,acar,chicken rendang,thinly sliced tempeh fried with peanuts and begedil....Oh,both sets has this sambal and its a damn spicy but nice sambal....For those that knew me,they would knew that i do not eat tempeh but this fried tempeh was superb....very very nice....And for drinks,i just ordered this Teh manis which is just a plain Teh O ais actually..haha..Zul had the Es Dawet which is actually the Ice Chendol....haha...So we were the last customer for the day and by 9.45(they closed at 10.00pm) the staff were busy preparing to close the store and not wanting us to feel bad,they gave us this popiah looking kueh...In it there are Veg,chicken bits and this sticky substance,i dunno what...haha...aniwae,u must eat it with this green cili padi that they provided...mmm,it taste ok ok onli lah...Nothing great about it...

Aniwae,after filling up the hunger,we continued walking around Orchard and just enjoying the atmosphere....Along Paragon,there is this band that is playing..an all girl band....they played a Xmas song and when it ended the crowd was actually asking for an Encore...Thats how good they are...So they sang a song by Earth Wind And Fire...ohhh...i like...Im actually impressed with the 'Funky red haired'Drummer....she played the drum so so well...I guess if u are there harthrob,u mesti mesmerised by her.... ;pWe walked all the way to The Centrepoint...Tho the real happening area is on the other side of the road(Wisma thru Takashimaya),we didnt go over as from across we could see that the human traffic is horrendous....So end up,we took sum pics here and there and its time to head back home as it is already 11.40pm at that time....

I had fun...Thanks to u for bringing me there...*hugs*

Upon reaching my area,i bump into my Pri schoolmate,Norliza....We talked a while before she asked me to join her for a drinking session with her frens.......I hesitate but after much persuading,i relent...I didnt get drunk that bad tho...Just a bit....A bit onli...Hmmmmm...after everything is over,i kinda of regret i agreed to Liza...Haiz....Too late for regrets!!

Aniwae on sun,me and zul met up for our ritual Brunch date...Zul miss the Chicken Rice at the ABC market or Brickwork market....We had our norm...Chicken rice set but this time zul asked for more chicken and 'hati ayam' $2 dollar....As usual,the food is Y-U-M-M-Y!U should try it guys...The shop is called Kent Hainanese Nasi Ayam....Its ddddeeeelicious and most importantly Cheap!The total price for Two set of Chicken Rice (with extra Chicken) plus $2 'hati ayam' onli cost us $8 ...Cheap rite...If u are a Die hard Chicken Rice fan,u should go and try it....

Oh,we had the Mutton Chop too.. Its YUMMY too... *BURPPPP*

With a full stomach,we head to JP(2) coz i so wanted to check out the new Xtra Fair Price that operates 24 hr....and also to look for this particular Instant nOodle....Its called Penang Har Mee,Mi Perisa Udang by this brand called Ibumie....Finally after looking and looking,i managed to get my hands on it....Oh,u guys should try it out too....It is damn damn YUMMY!!*Slurppp*Trust Me...hehe....

And now,i am gonna continue with my 2nd Novel...I have finished the first one...The one by James Patterson tittled Step On A Crack.....Its Goooddddddd......

Au Revoir Peeps!!

p.s:I had a dream about u...i miss u beb...very much..do u miss me too?

S is for Sin and S is for Sorry...

2008-12-19T21:10:00.002+08:00

Sorri for not blogging this past few days....I was busy with an important matter...preparing myself for it actually...remember in my previous blog i have mention that im going thru sumting major this week??Thank God i have past thru it safely....Im safe n sound now....Let just say that im able to go on with my life...i noe its bad for me to say that but i reli had no choice...I still do have nitemares when i sleep but now its a diff nitemare...God,pls forgive me.....

I didnt go to werk today...Did u miss me alex?heheh...i noe u can handle the tester now..i got faith in u that u will handle it well....

Its fri today...YEAH....Weekend is here....Hmmm...let see what im gonna be doing for the weekend....Zul promised to take me to Orchard Road to see the Xmas light....Aside from that,i guess sun will be spent at zul's place....His mum is cooking my fav dish for me...of coz i requested it lah kan...Oh,and jajai was asking if im free for her to do my nails on sun?the question here is are u able to do it for me on sun jajai?Inform me k darling...cant wait for u to do my nails....Mesti cantik kan...other than that i guess i will be reading books for the rest of my free time...

Talking about books,im still awaiting my 'Double Cross' from harthrob....Dunno when he will be free to pass it to me....Coz u see.im dying to read about 'Alex Cross' a character from James patterson novel...I ABSOLUTELY L-O-V-E James Patterson novel...Talking about harthrob,WELCOME BACK SYG!!Heard that u are not feeling well...Poor thing u...Pls take good care of urself k..U need the energy for next week...*HUGSSSS*

Ok,thats all for now i guess...im gonna go and read books now....Have a lovely weekend and Au Revoir Peeps!

Thanks God....

2008-12-14T16:22:00.003+08:00

Like finally after so long,my blog have finally been restored....Whoever that tot my blog is a spam,screw u!

Ok,a lot of things to update actually but lets cut it short...

Yesterday had this mini celebration for my harthrob fuzie....Initially wanted to bring him out but when i told my mum the idea,she told me why not make a suprise mini celebration for him coz that way she will get to see him as well...She misses him sebenarnya..hehe

Told fuzie to come over to fetch me and from there we will go out...he was supposed to come at 2.30-3.00 but he was running late a bit...We were all prepared for his arrival by 3.00....So when he got to my sis's place,all of us,Mum,zul,sis,sis kids and my bro were all singing him a bday song the moment he steps in the house...Fuzie look suprised...hehe..

So there was plenty of food...Mum cooked her famous sambal goreng,ayam goreng,lemak cili padi and mee hoon goreng while sis makes strawwberry dadeh for fuzie...We also bought a cake for him too...Kita semua makan sampai kenyang nak mampos lah kan...Not onli that,tapao alik lagi...coz mum cooks a lot...

I got harthrob a wallet form Zinc...He needs it badly...Sorri the wallet took long...hehe..u noe what i mean kan harthrob...

Zul got him a froggy soft toy for fuzie...its very2 cute...Jgn luper bawak that soft toy gi kl k...

Oh and sid also gave his famous gift to harthrob...A few times lak tu...hahah..pain yes but i guess u missed it jugak kan...

Aniwaes,the mini celebration turn alrite i hope for u like how it i want it to turn out....and i hope u like the wallet that i gave u....oh and not forgetting the 'special handmade card that causes my middle finger meat to be skinned off' that i made especially for u....hehehe....

U are gg to Kl with ur sis and her kids tommorow...Have a great time there ok...I wana see u when u get back....I need my DOUBLE CROSS...hehee....no lah,i want to meet u and catch up on things that i didnt managed to tell u last night...

And thanks to everyone in the family and to zul too for making yesterday a pleasant one....

Aside from that,im gg thru something major i should say next week and i reli hope that it will go thru well...Harthrob,pray that go thru it safely okie...

All said and done,now i wanna go and rest and think about next week... :(

Au Revoir Peeps!

Bohoo.....

2008-11-25T10:09:00.003+08:00

Zoo was ok...Played games ala Amazing race gitu...I was in the purple team...We were gven the 1st set of clue which consist of question about the animals in the zoo...and we are supposed to complete the first set and proceed to the next station to collect our 2nd set of clues...We have a total of 4 sets of clue to complete...and were given 2 hours to complete the race...

End up,purple team manage to win the 3rd place....Ok lah tu kan...

It was blazing hot i tell u....To go to one end to the other takes time ok...So we are thankful,at least we got the 3rd place...

We had lunch afterwards...Frank,my IT manager persuade me to go smoke later on...As u noe,u cant smoke in the Zoo premises so we have to do it discreetly..Lured Zhihao and max as well...

Oh,i got the 12th place for the lucky draw ut i rather not talk about the prizes....MGD nie sengkek nak mampos seh... :(

After the speech,prize giving,it was time to say goodbye....We ended everyting around 2 and were given till closing time to roam about but tak kuasa ah aku....I was super sticky,super hot,super smelly,super super ape2 lagi lah...aniwae,the other time that i went to the zoo,i have done most of the seeing already so yah,we headed home instead.....

On sun,zul bring me to watch Beverly Hill Chihuahua...His sis got a pair of movie tix and gave it to him....The movie is very hartwarming...Its reli a nice movie to watch if u are an animal lover....Drew berry's voice for Cloe the main character Chihuahua is reli suitable...With her manja voice and all...Go and see it...If it doesnt put zul to slip during the movie,then its reli worth to watch..hehe...

Ok,thats all for my weekend..Hows ur weekend peeps?

Lets go to the ZOO!!!!

2008-11-21T15:29:00.006+08:00

Ok i will make this short...

Yesterday had a very filling lunch with Latip,my HP engineer.He treated me,max and zhihao to Thai Express...OMG...it was damn nice lah eating the Spicy Beef rice(luper ah nama dish tu)Altogether total makan is $83..*gulps*Reason for treating is becoz he is going to Haji next week...

I pray that kau n wifey faezah pegi alek dgn selamatnya beb....

And today,kesian kak leha..her thumb kena some metal ends and her blood keep on flowing non stop sampai she need to go to the doc...ah kau $61 dollar kena!...and oh,we are saying goodbye to my motor mouth attachment student,Katherine...

Like as per normal,we had a mini celebration for her as well as for my smoking buddy,Zhihao coz he is leaving us next week fri....I will miss u dude.....Thanks for being y smoking buddy and giving me a listening ear when i needed one....and to Kat,definitely i will miss zhihao more than u but i think i will miss ur motor mouth lah kan.... lol!

Other than that,im reli looking foward to my weekend coz we as in ll the MGD family will be going to Spore Zoological Garden tommorow...I noe..I noe...aku aru pegi the other day ,dh nak gi agi...Tu ah kalau aku tau Company got year end event at the Zoo,kita sumer tkan pegi seh aritu...but ape2 pun,im excited to go there...Oh,i will be meeting Shasha as well...Kak eewill be bringing her...Yahoo!!Miss her many2...

Ok,on that note,i shall say tata....I will post the pic by next week...

Have a greatttttttttttt weekend peeps!

Below pics semua....sorri lah beselerak...takde masa nak atur2...

Last but not least,ni gambar my new sweetheart...cute tak???Jajai nakkk????

Au revoir PEEPS!

Eat till u drop....Burpsssss

2008-11-17T10:21:00.005+08:00

Last thurs,fri and sat was non stop eating day for me....I mean i ate a lot this 3 days...It started off with the dinner date i had with harthrob last thurs....We had Ban Mian...like at last lah kan..Thanks harthrob..u satisfy my craving...mcm biasa,its super duper yummy...and u ikutkan je perangai kepo i tu eh(u noe what i mean)...All in all,I enjoyed the lovely evening..Lets do it again soon....Jgn luper my 'Double Cross k'..Kalau u luper,i takan ingat kan u k...Oh,btw,i saw my old fren Ayu aka Kid...Dah kawin and ada anak seh sekarang si ayu nie....and i saw my old old flame lah....Nasir...Hmmmm...terus sejuk satu badan...dunno y...hehe

The Ban Mian we had

On fri pulak,we had a double bday celebration lunch yet again...This time its kak kam's and kak asilah's bday...2 old babies...We had the norm...but minus the bday cake...Dgr2 this fri ada makan lagi...Its for Kat's ngan my smoking buddy,Zhihao last day of attachment with us... :) Bday bangka's
Ok,on sat punya ceriter,me and zul went to bugis to Window shop...Saw CtShai tapi she was busy so didnt stop over to say hi....We had lunch at Mac Donalds...I wanted to go for Burger King initially coz i wanted to try the Stacker Burger that my bro was raving about...At last i give in to Zul and we had the Mega Mac for Lunch....He had the Mega Big Mac While i had the Mega Mac Spicy..The Mega Big Mac was damn big lah kan...but the Mega Mac Spicy tak lah besar sgt....But both are very filing...very very filing...*Burpppp* ;p tapi harga dia pun boleh tahan mahal jugak lah kan..My Mega Mac Spicy Burger

Zul Mega Big Mac

After the lunch,we went to IMM to Window shop again,buy longan and head to my home coz zul nak sgt tgk my baby cat....Suker dia...macam budak kecik tgk kittens..

On sun was a rest day for me...Spent some time bonding with my bro...We watched DVD all day long...From Beranak Dalam Kubur to The longest Yard to Malevolance(halfway coz CD rosak) and the rest of the evening was spent watching tv together...In between tu,kita dua beradek makan Mee Soto lah,aiskrim lah,roti lah and main hp game tak abis2...Then malam i cant sleep coz had too much rest already.....hehe....

Before i say Au revoir,i wuld like to share a poem with Y-O-U...I hope with this,u get what im trying to tell Y-O-U.

Hurtful looks,

That could kill

Hurtful words,

Help blood spill,

A broken friendship,

Once so strong,

Best friends till the end,

Went so wrong,

Many memories,

Mostly good,

Many tears,

Could start a flood,

One bad night,

Brought it all to a end,

My new worst SORROW,

My old best friend..

Au Revoir Peeps!

Kampong week....

2008-11-12T12:13:00.007+08:00

I am so lazy to blog this past few days...but today ada rajin sikit so here goes...

Last weekend went quite ok...On sat went to kak ana's company family event...She werks at this Company called Tetra Pack...For those that doesnt noe whats tetra pack,u can find the logo underneath packet drinks...be it marigold ke,yeos ke....The comp makes air kotak...Aniwae,Tetra pack family day is so much fun lah kan...That comp is so rich i tell u....So many events going on there..the theme for that day was kampong times...They held the whole event at their own premises...which is at Gul Circle..They had games booth,massage booth given by the trained blind peeps,henna tattoo,air brush tattoo,kampong games booth(challange to play batu selembat,capteh,gasing and many more) and a lot more lah...but the one who enjoyed it truly are the kids i suppose...coz they got to fish kampong fishes(guppy...goldfish and a few more colourful fishes) and bring them home...They were even provided the fish tanks and food fish...And for kids too,they called in the Mac donalds to held a lunch event for them...Good rite...so lucky those kids...There is this one game that i find rather unique..Its called Gift in a block...Its where there are 6 pics of gift(PSP,MP4,Guess watch,Barbie Doll,Board games,kereta control) in the middle of a block of ICE.....and u are suppose to use ur bare hands to melt those ice to win the price...I tried my luck but after trying for 30 mins,i gave up...my hands are so numb by then...Its not easy i tell u...It took 2 hour plus for the block of ice to melt...even so pun a bit aje seh...But all in all,its fun lah and it takes a lot of determination and not to mention patience..

For Dinner lak was quite a major event for us...They got a lot of stalls serving dinner from western food,local food,muslim food,Indian food,Vegetarian food,Chinese food,fruits stalls and lastly,desserts...And all this u can eat all u want for free seh...The whole events starts at 12.30 and ends at 7pm, but dinner was served from 5pm but at 8.00 masih ada lagi orang q up for food..heheh..

Oh did i tell u that air kotak berbagai jenis was served free flow?haha...I didnt managed to take any photos coz i was having too much fun..but managed to take a few pics of Danish the cutie pie...He is so damn smart i tell u.He is not even 2 but he is smart in a way i have never seen in a toddler before.....Jajai,i noe u like kids...u shuld mit him one dae...He is a bundle of joy...tak caya tanye kak su...heheh

Other than tat,my weekend was A-OK.....

Oh,baby lili just gave birth to 5 cute kittens....Check them out below....

Btw,one of my aju yg mahal got stolen while hanging them out to dry...So so sad seh...Sori jajai i cant lend u that particuliar aju...kesian dia kena pakai aju besar....Tapi im glad to noe that the interview went well for u..*hugs*

Oh on a side note...I be meeting harthrob tommorow....Finally...Dun forget our dinner date k sweetface...

Au Revoir Peeps...

Happy bday Sandy!

2008-11-06T14:04:00.005+08:00

Happy bday sandy!!!Actually happy advanced bday lah since her bday falls on this sat...We had a mini celebration for her today...Its was meant to be a suprise celebration for her...Yesterday aftrnoon,kak melah was planning to celebrate and makan at harbourfront KFC only but the plan was changed coz many of us are too lazy to travel to harbourfront...Instead,decided to held a mini celebration in the office instead...

Menu of the day :

Curry Chicken to be eaten with bread - Prepared by kak melah

Fried Beehoon - Prepared by kak zaleha

Rojak - Prepared by kak leha

Ice Jelly Cocktail - Prepared by kak asilah

Rose syrup

Muruku and cookies -Prepared by biga

Mango Bday cake

OMG....There are a lot of food and even the 16 of us didnt managed to finish up the food...Kak melah's curry chicken is yummy as normal but kak zaleha 's rojak petis is damn damn yummy!!!

Everything is delicious lah today...I am super full seh...

Ok,on another note.....this morning im late for werk....AGAIN!!erghhhh...but i refuse to take a cab to werk..Instead i took bus 30 and drop off at Jurong town hall to take bus 176,then i can reach earlier....Taking the later bus have its advantage...i can see him...He took the same bus 30 with me...We keep stealing glances at each other...haiz...u see,i think i have a crush on him lah kan...have been for quite sum time now...its just a crush lah nothing serious...I mean i noe lah where i stand ;p

Ok,back to what i was saying....Im a bit nervous noeing that we will be dropping at the same bus stop...the bus stop that i will take bus 176...After alighting,he keep looking at me aje...nervous lagi lah aku nie...but hey i keep my cool lah kan...Lucky my bus reach not long after...before boarding,i look at him and he waves at me and he wink lah at me kan...heheh...Dunno y but i feel like so happi at that moment...it makes me smile through out my journey to werk....

*dreamy smile*

But like i say,its just a crush...nothing more than that...

Below are pics taken today....

Bday gerl making a wish

Au Revoir peeps!

Heavenly weekend...

2008-11-04T12:38:00.004+08:00

Fruity day at werk went off pretty well...There were so much fruits...MY GOD!i will post the pics below okie...On sat i went over my sis place and had another round of chocolate fondue with my sis and pham,sid and zul..Me and zul went to the supermarket to get the fruits and the stuff to dip while sid help me to bring over the fondue set....Too bad Su cant join us for the day...takpe k su,another day perhaps?Then can bring Zaida as well...Betul tak zai?If u are reading this,we will go for the theory together2 k.....

Sun was thosai day again...(tak abis2kan aku nie) Me and zul went to eat thosai again..Tempat biasa lah kan mane lagi.....hehe

Yesterday was truly a monday blue for me!erghhhhh....After werk,i met up with garf.....yup garf...Met up not for a date or anything that come close to a date...we met up to return each other stuff...I return her adidas jacket and keys to her place...while she return me my tons of shoes,tons of clothes and other2 little tings...Hey garf,what about my shampoo or my other toiletries huh?hehe...aniway...it was nice meeting u even if its for a while...psstttt...i did saw her tau...ur cloud 9...How can i not...She's a babe lah....Lucky u...fyi,i was damn nervous about seeing u again but u cant see that rite?control beb...control...hehe....Ok,may u and her be more than frens ok...and may u both last...I wanna see u happi dear,i do...

Moving on....My eyes is already healed but..but now my leg pulak buat hal....giving me pain whenever i walk..my heel that is...Its time to lose weight..haha..MEMANG PATUT PUN u might say?I shall ok...i shall....

Dahlah,im tired...tata....

Au Revoir Peeps!

When u left,i lost a part of me....

New Year,Same Old Shit... ;p

Life in 2010

Not a baby elephant but a mother elephant!!

Tick...tick...tick...boomz!

An eye for an eye...

pssssttttt....

coz of u.....

almost dead blog.....

One year wiser...+ missing her feline companion

All tumbling down...

Siti NurNadia Ameera

New Beginning,,, :)

Mundane life....

MGD war

Marriage is not a bed of roses(at least not for me)

Goodbye my dear fren..u will always be remembered... :(

Nervous starts to kick in....

I HATE YOU BITCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!*E-X-P-I-C-I-T-Contents

Thats life.....

Suffering in silence

TGIF!!

There's more to come...

Lets go to the beach!

End of the attachment....

SNV gathering..

Longgggg weekend

The Pain U Put Me Thru....

28-08-01 -29-03-09 Say goodbye now my love...

Spin ur web of lies endlessly....

Weekend rocks!!

Luv is just like a Vacuum...It sucks...

Lets go to Science centre....

Bday month....

Im so tired...

Im tired.... :(

Its hard to say goodbye...

The weekend is here!!

Xmas,Countdown and New Year!

Quiz time!

No monday blues for me......

Starry Starry Nite...

S is for Sin and S is for Sorry...

Thanks God....

Bohoo.....

Lets go to the ZOO!!!!

Eat till u drop....*Burpsssss*

Kampong week....

Happy bday Sandy!

Heavenly weekend...

Eat till u drop....Burpsssss